Have you felt that one person would be your one and only forever? That you'll last until the end of time. I thought that too. But shit happens. You lose the most important person in your life just because you are a fuck up. You lay awake, wishing that they were still yours. You want to believe that nothing happened and everything was okay. That you still have them. But then you realize that you really lost them. You can no longer call them your lover. You can no longer say "I love you" every morning and night. You are back at first base. You lost them that day you said you were better off without them. You broke their heart. Just because they broke yours. That night as you layed in your bed, you realized that you lost your love of your life. And you can never get them back... So as you lay there tears run down your cheek and screaming out into the night wishing you can take everything back. But you can't. So every day you break more and more. Just wishing to have them back in your arms. But sadly life does not work that way. So you just sit there waiting to see if they will come back. They never do...
