Poems From the Saddest Soul

Screaming out loud

I'm sorry for wasting your time
I deeply apologize for it
I just want to let you know,
I'm sorry for all the pain,
All the tears,
All the misery
I caused.
I'm sorry for lying
When you asked me if I was okay.
Sorry for saying I was fine.
Sorry for breaking down,
Screaming into the pillow,
Pulling my hair,
Begging for those thoughts to go away;
To just leave me alone.
Sorry for calling you in the middle of the night,
Crying.
Sorry for keeping you up.
I'm so fucking sorry...