Smile.
Hide the fact that you are slowly breaking apart. But don't worry, they are not looking. They don't see through that fake smile. They don't hear you crying yourself to sleep. They don't see how your once bright eyes full of happiness and life have become dull and lifeless. They don't question why you never talk like you used to. Or why you are always in your head. They pretend to not notice those cuts on your arms. Or how you don't eat. Or the fact that you look so far gone from this world, emotionless. Walking around like a zombie. Practically begging for someone to come over to you and tear you up. Leaving you thinking that you deserve that. All the insults. All the body shaming. All the names. All the beatings. Just because you feel so worthless. But hey, just keep that to yourself darling. No one wants to hear that you are suicidal because a happy girl can't be depressed. That's unbelievable. No one would believe you. So, just smile.
