Cold Sand

The First But Not Last Kiss

I feel hyped for this story. So I forgot this past chapter, so I will say it now. !I DON'T OWN WINTER OR QIBLI, TUI T SUTHERLAND DOES! My next warning is, if you didn't read part one, !THIS IS A GAY SHIP! I love Wibli. Don't criticize unless it is constructive criticism. Thank you. Writing in Qibli's point of view. It will be in first person.

It was hard at first. winter transferred his dorms to mine. It made me happy. I have a chilly pool in my dorm that I usually drink out, but I figure Winter will want a hammock over it. I want him to always love me. What happens if I change genders, and he doesn't love me anymore? The thought stays in my mind. The fact that Winter could possibly not like me after I change genders, disrupts my ability to think. I plop down onto the ground, worrying about this single thought. These what ifs float in my mind. What if Winter has eyes on another boy?

"Qib, what's wrong?" Winter asks. I don't know what to say. I trust Winter enough to tell him I love him, so why can I not trust him enough to say "I doubt our love is going to last once I change genders." He sits down next to me. I lean into his broad shoulders. "Don't worry Qib, I will love you no matter what," Winter reassures me. "Even if you do change genders." I try to come up with a comeback that would make him laugh, it doesn't seem I can do that. What is going on?

"Winter, what happens next?" Winter exhales and I feel ice particles brush my hot scales. He leans his face in so our snouts are touching. My yellow face scales turn a bright orange. What is going to happen? His lips brush against mine. My heart pounds loud enough that Pantala can hear it.

"That is my vow to you, it is the first kiss but not the last." Winter says that with confidence that his usual white scales now appear to be diamonds flickering in the torchlight. I smile, finally reassured. Then the cramps start from me starting my gender transformation. I scream out.