The One.

Chapter 14- Sex and Tears

Jen's POV

I hate him. I hate everybody. I hate myself. There's no other choice.. I have to do it. I held the handful of pain killer pills in my hand as I thought about throwing them all in my mouth any second. I I didn't want to live anymore. I have nothing to live for anymore. I lost it all. I heard Jack outside he was begging for me to open the door. But i refused to even talk. I put the handful of pills in my mouth.

Jack's POV

I slammed the door open and saw Jen on the floor. I burst into tears. My heart broke into a million pieces. She had a handful of pills in her hand ready to throw them in her mouth. Luckily I stopped her as I ran to her. "Baby don't do this please" I tried to talk to her. She burst into tears and and hugged me tightly. "Jack, I don't want to do this anymore. I'm sorry" She cried as she lay her head on my shoulder. At this point, I knew exactly where she was going with this. She was going to break up with me and never want to see me again. I had a feeling that's what she wanted. "Jack, I don't want to live anymore. My life is ruined. What if my parents find out? Everybody's going to see me as a slut. I didn't want it to end like this. I wanna go home and sleep and never wake up" she told me as she bursted out crying. "I told them I never want to see them again because of what they did to you. I don't care if I lose all of my "friends", all I care about is you Jen. You and only you. I love you." I told her. 

Jen's POV

I wanted to break up with Jack, because I thought he didn't defend me or say anything to Leigh. Turns out he did. He left all of his friends outside and defended me. Jack defended me. He saved my life..

After a while of venting and crying and endless kissing, me and Jack made up again. He talked to me and told me to not worry about anything, He then picked me up . "Put on your pajamas babe, we're having movie night, just the two of us, I'm gonna be downstairs" he said with a smile as he kissed my forehead. I looked through my luggage and got out my white pajama shorts with its matching top. I took a good 30 minutes getting ready, since I didn't have much energy. I put my hair in a high loose bun and went downstairs to the kitchen to look for Jack. As I walked down the stairs I saw Jack J, Sammy, and various other people that I saw laughing at me earlier. As soon as I made eye contact with all of them, I turned around and headed upstairs until Sammy got me by my hand and led me downstairs to the crowd. He sat me on the couch and made me listen to each of them say their apologies. "Jen, we're so sorry of what happened earlier, Half of us didn't even realize what the hell we were doing until we saw you cry. We felt so guilty and that is why we're here. Please forgive us." Sammy started as he leaned for a hug. His eyes got watery as he told me, "I'm here if anything, Jen. Love you" A bunch of other people told me Im sorry, except Leigh. Leigh was not even in the house. "Guys, I forgive you. Just next time, watch what you say cause words hurt, alot. After what happened tonight, I didn't even want to live anymore. It hurt me a lot. But, I forgive you guys," I told them as a tear rolled down my cheek. I hugged everyone as they left. After about 20 miunutes, the house was empty. It was just me and Jack, finally. He picked me up and carried me to the couch. "Jackk!!!" I screamed as I laughed my butt off. "Have I ever told you how much I love you??" Jack joked as he got on top of me. He kissed me and I kissed him back.  We layed on the couch and made out for a good hour nonstop. After non stop making out, we layed next to eachother, and cuddled. "I'm a bit tired, let's skip movie night and save it for tomorrow?" I said as I led Jack to the room. We layed down next to eachother, and fell asleep. I've never felt so loved.. 

*Next Morning*

It was 10 am. It was super early, why am I up? I looked over to Jack, who was sound asleep. I got up and started undressing myself ready to take a shower. I got out of the shower and wrapped the towel around my body as I walked out the restroom. Jack was still asleep. I decided to be an awesome girlfriend and make in breakfast. I quickly brushed my hair and put on my bra and underwear. I didn't feel like wearing pants so I just threw on a loose tshirt. I ran downstairs to the kitchen barefoot and opened the fridge. Hmm. I should make him some pancakes. I started getting the eggs, milk, butter, flour, etc. I started setting the table, and I placed the pancakes on the table. I ran upstairs, and jumped on the bed on top of Jack. He opened his eyes and as soon as he saw me he smiled and kissed me. "Come here, I wanna show you somethin" I told him as I covered his eyes leading him downstairs. As we got to the kitchen I uncovered his eyes. He turned around and kissed me, "I LOVE YOU." he said as he sat down and insisted in me sitting with him. "You're the hottest chef" he said as he looked at my legs. "I know" I smirked and laughed. We finished eating. Then the doorbell rung. "I'll get it, " I told Jack. I got up and opened the door. It was Leigh. What the hell was she doing here? "Can I help you?" I asked her. She gave me a nasty look as she saw that I was in my underwear and wearing Jack's tshirt. "I'm sorry for what I did yesterday, but, admit it, everything I said was true. You slept with Jack and you're a slut. As much as you try to hide that you lost your virginity to Jack, everyone already knows " she laughed. "You're right, maybe I should stop caring what other people think!" I started. "Hey Jack! I'm really in the mood for morning sex, aren't you?" I asked Jack. Leigh's face was priceless. I smiled at her and slammed the door in her face. "Jack was behind me. "That's my girl" he said as he picked me up and started kissing me and grabbing my ass. He threw me to the wall and took off my shirt. I breathed heavily as he kissed my neck. I slowly moaned in his ear, "i'm gonna give you the best sex you've ever had."  he said as he layed me on the couch and took off my underwear. He began kissing my neck and then my stomach and slowly  went lower, and lower.