Broken

Chapter 7

"Is she ok?" I heard someone whisper.

"For right now, she's sleeping." Justin replied just as quietly. I wonder how long I had been asleep for?

"Well when she wakes up there's food." Ray said going back inside, I assume because I didn't hear anything else. I didn't bother to open my eyes yet, this was the most calm I've been since this whole nightmare started.

"I know you're awake, do you want some food?" I opened my eyes, how does he know? I gave him a questioning look, but he just smirked. "Come on lets get some food in you, I know you haven't eaten anything since at least yesterday." He stated standing up, and pulling me up with him. I sighed I wasn't really in the mood to face everyone yet, but I guess it's now or never.

"Help yourself to anything you'd like guys." Kate said with a small smile on her face. She gave my arm a light squeeze before leaving the kitchen. I grabbed a plate, and put some light things on it, then grabbed a water bottle from the fridge. I sat down at the island, and Willow jumped in my lap again. Janelle sat down next to me I didn't bother to look her way, but she still started a conversation with me.

"He adored you." She started, but I cut her off.

"I know, but please I don't want to hear or talk about this right now, I finally just got myself calmed down, and I'd like to stay this way as long as possible." I snapped I didn't really mean to be as harsh as I was, but it's no secret Janelle isn't my biggest fan.

"Sorry, but I'm feeling the same way you are." She pressed I turned my head to look at her.

"Janelle don't do this right now." Natalie jumped in Janelle gave her a questioning look.

"You really want to do this right now!" I stated still somewhat calm, but I could feel it quickly slipping.

"Yeah I do." She replied I nodded my head, and stood up.

"Fine let's go outside we're not going to do this in front of everyone right here." I said going towards the door, knowing she was following me once the door was closed she started screaming.

"What makes you think you're the only one who is affected by this? He was my boyfriend!"

"I was his best friend! I've known him a hell of a lot longer than you, I never claimed to be the only one feeling this way, you're just assuming, because I didn't want to talk about him with you. You've only been his girlfriend for not even a year!" I yelled back at her she stared at me shocked.

"You don't know what I'm feeling!" She started.

"No, I don't, and yeah I'm sure you're heartbroken or worse, but think about Natalie!" I fired back pointing towards Natalie who was standing on the porch along with Justin, and the rest of the guys. "Natalie and Tyler were first loves, everyone knows that. There's too much history there, way more than you and Tyler will ever have!"

"I think you need to calm down a little bit, it's not like you were dating him. I can't believe you would stoop that low." She gasped I rolled my eyes.

"I am simply stating the truth, and you know it, you're the one who stooped low when you tried telling me that I needed to calm down, because he wasn't my boyfriend, you're right we never dated, but he was my best friend, we grew up together did everything together since I was four years old! We've been in each other's lives a hell of a lot longer than you have, so no you don't get to tell me to calm down or how I should feel." She just stood there not knowing what else to say. "Are you done?" I asked putting my hands on my hips she shook her head. "Good, now please if you don't mind don't talk to me about him anymore." I said turning and walking back into the house.