☽Sᴘᴀᴄᴇ Lᴏᴠᴇʀs✯

chapter 40: telling the truth💙

Carly's pov

"C-carly, why..?" He ask shocking. I look at him with widen eyes and i felt my depression is saying to tell them so they think i did it on purpose. "I-i.." I couldn't say anything and my mind was going crazy. "Carly why?!!!" He almost yelled. Everyone was quite and i jumped when he almost yelled. I couldn't take it anymore, I'm going to tell them how much i been thru, i lost the lover i had, I'm depressed, and i had feelings for you. "I'M SO SORRY!!, I'M SO SO SORRY!!" I yelled in tears. He stay quite with eyes widen. "The reason why i cut myself because I'm depressed, i lost my father when i was child and i lost a lover of mine because he suicide himself of drugs, and there's another reason why.."

I felt so scared to tell him,I'm scared that he'll reject me, I'm scared that I'll never find someone like him. I started to cry hard and slowly look up at him. "I love you, every time when your nice to me, i always thought you'll be someone like Jack but no your different.. I said crying. I wanted to tell you that i liked you when we were meeting the fans but when i saw amber with you, i didn't want to say in front of her so there won't be any trouble..i really like you tommy but if you don't feel the same way i-i...  I couldn't say the last word because tommy kissed me.

I eyes widen and my eyes were going blurry. I felt like this was a dream but it wasn't.  He quickly pull out and look at me worried. "Carly, you okay..?" He ask. I felt blank and started trembleing while whimpering. "Hey, it's okay just breath I'll take you to your room.." He said. He pick me up and started walking.

Tommy's pov

I started taking her to her room when someone ask. "Tommy do you need help?" Eric ask. "No i got this!" I said. I went inside her room and i sat on her bed and put her on my lap. I look at her and she look blank with widen eyes and tears still falling down. "Carly, come on snap out of it...i said worried.  She look up at me while trembleing. "W-why did you k-kiss me..?" She whispered. I stay quite for minute and sigh. "I-i just felt bad of what you been thru, i felt your pain carly, i really did and I'm gald that you show me what amber did, if i didn't knew my life will be rough..i said.

"What I'm trying to say is, i-i like you too snowflake.." I said smiling. She blushed when i call her that. "Y-you really d-do..?" She ask. I nodded and hug her close. I heard her crying of joy and she hug me tight. "T-t-thank you..." She mutter. I saw her close her eyes and feel asleep. ( *sigh* she's tried of all that crying, heh..) I thought. I chuckled slightly and lay her down on the bed. I was about to leave but i felt a hand hold mine. I look down and saw her looking at me with tried eyes, it was cute. "P-please stay tommy.." She said blushing. I blushed slightly and i couldn't say no to that cute face of her's.

I lay down with her and hug her close to me. I didn't know at this day will come true but it did. I look down at her wacthing her sleeping in peace.