A Star is Born: Tom Holland little sister

Chapter 12

"Y/n I think you should go easier on Tom, he is just concerned for you." Shawn says to me as I start pacing around in the living room anticipating Tom's arrival.

"I know, but it still was uncalled for, what he said. I get used to getting called a bitch and stuff at school, but coming from my own brother. That was just cold." I say and Shawn looks at me understandingly and before he could answer loud angry knocks are heard from the door. Shawn goes to the door and looks through the peephole and motions for me to come forward because Tom is at the door. I slowly start to unlock the door and Tom storms in.

"OMG thank goodness you are safe, we were all worried sick. Mum and Dad were ready to call the police and file a missings person report." Tom says pulling me into a hug. I don't hug back though I just stand still. Tom let's go of the hug and I stare at him angrily. The bitch thinks he could just hug his way out of this, it's going to be way harder than that for him. He then turns to Shawn.

"Thank you, Shawn for taking care of her, I really appreciate it, a lot man." Tom says to Shawn and he nods as a response then Tom turns back to talk to me.

"Come on Y/n. Let's go home." Tom says motioning for me to follow him out the door. I nod my head and look down the whole time. Tom steps out the door and I give Shawn a hug.

"Thank you, for everything. See you soon." I tell Shawn and he waves goodbye and I run out the door following Tom. When I go outside I see Tom's car parked on the opposite side of the hotel away from the paparazzi. Of course. He never wants to be seen around me. No matter what day it is.

"Hurry and get in the car. Y/n I don't know if I'm super mad at you or disappointed but please don't do any of that shit ever again. I was stressing so hard." Tom says as I go into the back of the car, trying to ignore whatever he is trying to say to me.

"So are you not going to talk or some shit, because you sure had a whole lot to say before you fucking ran out of the house and went who knows where. Where the fuck did you even go?" Tom says as he grabs the steering wheel angrily as he breaks to a stop light. I continue to ignore him and just look out the window. I decide to plug in my head phones and sing to a new tune that Shawn helped me create.

"I can't believe the things you said.Right now I wish that you would try. Try to stay near me.Try to be near me.Before I cry (before I cry). 'Cause I am gonna need a well. To catch the pain and lift the spell. Like you won't hear me. Can you try to heal me? Before I cry." As I sing the melody I record it for a copy to have and Tom just sighs.

"Hurry up, hurry up. Before I lose you. Hurry up, hurry up. Before you lose me too. Hurry up, hurry up. Before I change my mind.'Cause I'm gonna cry. If you say you don't need me. I'm gonna cry if you act like you don't care. Promise me, baby, you know I can't fake it. Why don't you hold me? Tell me you love me. Before I cry. Before I cry. Could you please find another way?I start to think that I'm insane. Trying to stay here. Let me just lay here. Before I cry. Hurry up, hurry up. Before I lose you. Hurry up, hurry up. Before you lose me too. Hurry up, hurry up. Before I change my mind. 'Cause I'm gonna cry. If you say you don't need me. I'm gonna cry if you act like you don't care. Promise me, baby, you know I can't fake it. Why don't you hold me?Tell me you love me. Before I cry. Before I cry. I'm 'bout to lose it. Is that so confusing? Am I just repeating myself? Say something loving to me before I crumble. Tell me, tell me, tell me. 'Cause I'm gonna cry. If you say you don't need me. I'm gonna cry if you act like you don't care. Promise me, baby, you know I can't fake it. Why don't you hold me? Tell me you love me. Before I cry. Before I cry. Before I cry, oh. Have I said what I needed to say? Have you said what you wanted to say? Did you say what you wanted to say?Would you try and stop me before I cry?" I sing and damn Tom is a good actor because I see tears streaming down his face. I'm not going to fall for his shit again. He just cares about himself.