Chapter 3

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Lizzie's P.O.V

Day 3

I wish it'd end. Everyday, they always forget I have feelings... Anyways, what happened was I was outside, alone, as usual. I roamed off towards the field, and the closer I got I had an urge to sneeze from the pollen. Every step I took was one step closer towards Elmis Tree. It was named that specific name because of history, long story... Anyways, when I was in front of the tree, and stared at it. I felt the wind wrap around me like a blanket of coldness, but it felt nice and comforting. I silently talked to myself, "I wonder if anyone has hung themselves on it after Riley... If no one has, I might..." Wait, what?! I've never thought like that before... It's only been three days, and I've thought about suicide. But I'm too afraid to ever do it.

"When does she meet me?" I questioned out loud. A tear escaped from my watery eye and rolled down my cheek, I'm honestly just going to camp in my room until I finish this...

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