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Billies POV 👀
This girl is absolutely gorgeous wow I literally cant believe it my heart is in complete awe of hope.
"Uh bil?" She says as she waves her hand in front of my eyes noticing that I was staring.
"Huh oh yeah sorry mamas what were you saying?" I say pulling her into my lap and holding her.
"I asked why you were here so early." She says making sure not to break eye contact.
"Hope its 1 PM it's not early and two I wanted to see if you wanted to come to a party and my friend Q's tonight with me? You can bring Rickey and sabrina." She scrunched her nose and acted like she was thinking and it was so adorable.
"Eh yeah I guess I'll go but only if you spend the night with me." She says putting her hands together in the pleading way
"Of course I'll spend the night with you james." I say taking her hands in mine as I watch her beautiful eyes light up
"Yay!" She says hugging me
"Now leave so I can look all hot and you can be genuinely surprised when you see me later. " she says getting off me and I just laugh and take her hand in mine.
"I'll see you there because I'm assuming you want to drive there?" I ask and she shakes her head yes.
"Ok babygirl I'll see you at seven." I say kissing her forehead and walk out the door
Man the things this girl is doing to me.

Hope's pov.
After billie leaves I decide to tell Rickey the plan along with brina and they are both coming I have about and hour until I have to leave so I put this outfit on

After billie leaves I decide to tell Rickey the plan along with brina and they are both coming I have about and hour until I have to leave so I put this outfit on

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I look in the mirror and like what I see so I just grab my bag and head downstairs and wait for them

Bil 🥑🤤: cant wait to see you babe
Me: you'll live without me
Bil 🥑🤤: be here soon please?
Me: eh maybe I'll take my time 😂😘
Bil🥑🤤: omg James! Hurry tf up
Me: I like when you're bossy 😜
Bil🥑🤤: oh really now?
  
I ignore her message because Rickey and sabrina come back down
"HOLY FUCK BESTIE!" Rickey screams
"Go best friend that's my best friend " sabrina says and I laugh so hard
"Thank you thank you." I say and bow as we get into the car.
Rickey calls aux and of course just to mess with me he plays billies new album which I'm not complaining because I really like it.
"You said shes scared of me? I mean I dont see what she sees but maybe its because I'm wearing your cologne." I say seductively as sabrina records me.
"And post."
"NO YOU DIDNT."  I scream as we get into the twins driveway
"Oh I did and I tagged billie." Sab says and I smack her hard.

Its about and hour into the party and I havent seen billie yet which is weird because she said it was her friends party but oh well I decide to go get a drink. I just grab a bottle and start pouring the unknown liquid into the cup. Where the fuck is bil? I wanted to hang with her. I say in my head pouting a little.
Hour time skip
An hour has gone by and I still havent seen her but RIP ROACH comes on and I make my way to the dance floor and just like in the movies i see the girl I've been looking for all night making out with some fucking guy like no one else was there.
I walk by her purposely bumping into her and she looks at me and calls my name but I just walk outside.
"JAMES PLEASE LET ME EXPLAIN!" she tells running after me and I turn around
"I SPENT OVER AN HOUR LOOKING FOR YOU BECAUSE I WANTED TO FUCKING SEE YOU AND WHEN I DO YOURE MAKING OUT WITH WHOEVER THAT IS!!" I scream tears rolling down my face.
"I thought we had something." I say barely able to get the words out
"Hope no please we do I'm sorry I'm stoned and drunk it didnt mean anything to me please baby you mean so much to me." She said lifting up my chin so my eyes meet hers. And I just turned my head away knowing I would give in if I kept looking at her.
"Baby please listen to me." She says pulling me into her and I just break down.
"Bil I-" and I get cutt off by some guy walking out trying to find her
My uber pulls up and I let go of her and get in the car
"HOPE!" she yells after me

I'm finally home and I get a phone call from billie
"Please tell me your home"
"Yes bil I'm home"
"I still wanna spend the night with you."
"Okay " (I don't even bother trying to fight her)
"Open your door."
I open the door and she hugs me fast and I hug her back and we stay like this for a good 5 minutes just standing here in her embrace makes me feel like I was loved and cared for and I feel a safety I've never felt before I met billie I like this girl alot. But shes straight and I'm pretty sure I'm just an experiment to her...

Ok hi I know this kinda sucks but depression has been kicking my ass lately but I'm going to make this alot better
Xoxo 💙

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