Billies p.o.v
"What was that about" ski asks
" uh I don't know but I'm gonna go. " I say picking up the bags and walking out to see hope crying
"Hope please tell me what's wrong." I say putting the bags in the car and walking up to her
" nothing im fine" she says blankly wiping her tears as she gets in the car
"Yeah ok sure wiping your tears off you face doesn't really say that you're fine." I make her look at me
" that's the guy isn't it? The guy who you made out with at the party " she says looking at me and I can feel myself getting red
"Yeah... He is." I say turning the car on and she doesn't say anything
*time skip*
Hope didn't talk the rest of the time in the car. We get to her house and I follow her inside
"Hope baby please talk to me" I say grabbing her hand
" don't call me that" she said looking at her feet
I put my hand under her chin so she's looking at me
"Baby please talk to me I want to know what's wrong" I don't break she contact
" it just hurt seeing the guy that you kissed because I really like you like a lot and it just hurt. " she just keeps looking at her feet
"No baby girl it's not like I was all types of messed up last night I only want you." I say hugging her
" I don't want to get hurt again... " she says quietly
"Hope please I won't hurt you." I pull her into a hug and just hold her... The things this girl is doing to me
Hopes p.o.v
"Hope please I won't hurt you" I kept repeating those words over and over again in my head
Bella really hurt me...
*flashback*
"YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME BELLA!" i scream as my girl friend of 9 months telling me she's leaving me for a guy"i-i said a lot of things hope that I didn't mean you were just an experiment to me... Nothing more. " she said looking at me with no love in her eyes.... Nothing
*end of flashback*
For months I was broken and depressed because I thought she loved me because she said she did. I believed her... I loved her and she broke me.
That's when I made the vow to never fall for a straight girl again... I'm hoping bil cares about me the way she says she does... I can't go through that again... I won't let myself go through that again.
I really like her.
"Do you want me to spend the night again?" Billie asks me and I look up at her nodding
" ok mamas whatever you want. " she says as we walk to my room and we lay on the bed.Liked by 1,284,876 @mtvsevenamp @bhadbhabie
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"Thanks but nothing compared to you" she looks at me and I get red as Fuck and hid my face
"Don't hide from me mamas you're beautiful and I'll always tell you that no matter what." She leans down and connects our lips and my heart explodes and it gets a little heated really fast .
"I need to breathe." I say laughing as well as her
"I'm really happy I have you hope. I've never felt like this with someone." She says looking at me
"Awe Billie neither have I" I wrap my legs around hers and intertwine our fingers.
For the rest of the night we just cuddled and watched the office.
"Goodnight my love" she says thinking I was asleep I don't say anything but I just smile into her chest.I know nothing really eventful happened this chapter but I thought I would give y'all some fluff before all the drama that's about to happen next chapter.
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