Billies p.o.v *1 week time skip* I haven't seen her since the incident and she hasn't been on Instagram since that night... Fuck I miss her so much I haven't been myself . I haven't been eating and I've barely slept I only sleep if I pass out from crying so much. I really loved her and I just want her back. I look at photos of me and her and tears fall in my phone and I just break down more and more every time i see her beautiful face "Bil?" I hear a familiar voice I turn around and see her standing in my room looking just as broken as me. "Hey" I say my voice cracking in the process " no hey hey hey don't cry baby. " she says wiping my tears away "I'm so sorry for hurting you mama." She sits on my bed and I hug her like it's the last time i will ever see her again. "Hey look at me" she puts her hand under my chin ... "I love you and this past week has been killing me we both fucked up but I don't wanna be without you Billie please talk." She says keeping eye contact with me I just hug her tight and I look at her "Hope?" I say my voice still cracking " yes? " she says rubbing her hand in my hair "I never meant to you." I say running my fingers in her arm and she winced and pulls her arm into her hoodie "Uh it's ok." She says nervously " let me see your arm. " I say and she shows me and I start crying "Why...." I say crying " Billie that's how I uh cope with my depression and everything that goes wrong in my life " her voice small and frail
Hopes p.o.v I've never told anyone really about this other than Sabrina, Maddie and tana Fuck what if she doesn't want me anymore after this? I start crying even harder. She kisses my arm even over the fresh ones. She looks at me with those beautiful eyes of hers and I fall deeper in love
"Promise me you'll never ever do this again... Please baby" she wiped the tears off my cheek . All I do is nod my head at her words not knowing what to say. She pulls me on top of her and she puts her hand on my back and rubs circles on my back. "I have a question love?" Billie says and I tense up and she just simply kissed my head easing me "How long have you been manic?" She asks and I sit up and freeze "Uh uh uh uh uh" I manage to get out "No baby you don't have to answer I just wanna know how to help you when you get manic" even just kisses me "I was diagnosed with it when I was 11" i say slightly choking and she just keeps me holding me "Hope I never want you to go through anything like this alone I want to be with you through everything because you are so important to me and I never want you to feel alone mamas." She kisses my head . "Billie will you be my girlfriend?" I blurt out and she has the biggest smile on her face "Of course I will hope" she yells in my ear "I'M SO HAPPY OH MY FUCK DUDE!" she yells again "I'm posting it on Instagram." She laughs
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Me and Billie stay up all night long just talking and laughing and just being together "Hope" "Billie" " I never want to feel alone in this world " "I won't as long as I have you" "I love you" " I love you to" And than I wake up
JUST KIDDING IT WASN'T A DREAM HAHAHA GOTCHA BITCHES.... Sorry this is short I'll make better ones tmrw How did you like it? I love you guy Don't forget to vote and comment Xoxo💓
