Hope's p.o.v Today is the day billie leaves for her international tour... and honestly I dont know how I'm almost hanging on without falling apart I guess I'll just cry later. It's about 10am her flight isnt until 5pm so we have a little time left before we dont see each other until july... wow I think my heart just broke again... I'm clearly up before she is so I just sit and look at her "Stop staring its creepy" she says "Its romantic" I roll my eyes. "Come here mamas."she wraps her arms around my waist and pulls me into her and she lays her head in my neck and starts kissing me. I look at her and see that shes crying "Hey hey baby no donr cry" I say wiping away her tears "I don't wanna leave you" she says crying harder which makes me start to tear up as I see the girl who has made me happier than anybody else in this world with those ocean blue eyes cry. My heart keeps breaking "No you arent leaving me for good you are just doing you're job its ok baby I understand" I kiss her forehead and run my hands through her hair. "I love you hope" she says tightening her grip on me "I love you more" I kiss her nose and she smiles slightly. I'm really gonna miss her but we will be reunited soon.
*4 hours later* We are driving to the airport me and billie hand in hand listening to music. I know we will make it work but its gonna be so hard becuaew we are gonna be in different time zones which means we will barely talk. Damnit hope dont do this to yourself again it's not healthy after bella you did this enough. Now justacceptyou're in love and happy for once. I look at billie and shes scrolling through insta and she laughs at a weird video that she came across on her explore page. "Hey baby?" She says softly looking at me "Yess?" I kinda question "Are you gonna be ok? You know with us being apart for a while?" I hold her hand after she asks "Will it be difficult? Yes. Will I want to cry? Yes but i know that what we have will make everything worth it plus it's only a 2 months until i see you again.. we can do it'' she kisses my forehead and I smile as we pull up and park at the airport.
We park in the garage and I help grab the suitcases billie decided to ride her suitcase down the hill of the parking garage and falls. I run over to her laughing. "Are you ok love?" I ask holding in my laughs "Stop laughing at me that shot fucking hurt bro" she laughs at herself. I help her up and kiss her "My little baby billie" I say fixing her hair "My little avocado" she coos and I laugh and take her hand and we walk into the airport. The second we walked in we were bombarded by flashing lights and paparazzi along with screaming fans. Billie being billie runs over and hugs all of them "Hello my little babies! I love you all so much thank you for supporting me" she says giving the last girl a hug. She walks back over to me and my heart starts to get heavy and I realize that Billie,Fin,Maggie and Patrick all have to go through security and me and claudia (because fin needed to say bye as well) cant go with them.. wow my body went numb a little. "Hope James I love you more than life itself you have helped me through so much in our little time together goodbye my love" she says crying. "No no no we are not saying goodbye because that means we wont see each other again. So we will say see you later. Because billie saying goodbye to you would be the worst thing possible. I love you more and more with every breathe I take. " I grab her and pull her close to me and we both cry into each others neck. We break apart and I hug maggie and Patrick. I look at fin and hes already crying from his goodbye with claudia. "Hey fin fin" I say still crying "Hey hope you will be truly missed" he says hugging me tightly "Take care of her please fin" I say looking at billie who's hugging claudia "I will and take care of my girl for me to" he says and we both look at our girls. "You already know oh and I have something that I need to tell you that no one else can know" I bring his ear down for me to speak into. I say what I need to and he smiles and nods "Alright guys we have to go" maggie says sweetly. Billie runs into my arms and kisses me "I love you james" "I love you to eilish" we hug and they go through security and me and claudia hug each other and start crying. They get through security and we walk away into the bathroom. We decide to take a pic that captures our pain
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Liked by 936,081 @billieeilish Hope_jamess me and my girl @ claudiasulewski just left our babies and wanted to show our pain... imy baby :(
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Claudia drives maggie's car to my house and I walk in with claudia behind me and I'm greeted by white Roses and one pink one which are my favorite type of bouquet. "Are those from Billie?" She asks and I shrug look at the note "Dont know yet" I read the card I loveyou so much hope cant wait to see you in a few days "A few days what?" Claudia asks I turn the card over Xoxo - bella ♡ "Shes back"
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