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아직도 믿을 수가 없어!

ok ok ok… ree take your breath…

yo guys i still can't believe this really happened.

ok ok... let me explain...

STORY TIME

april 12th,2019

today is a special day. i woke up with butterflies in the stomach, and my body felt so weak as if i was going to faint at any second. these are the simptoms i get whenever i am nervous. i know what you are wondering about "what would she be nervous about?"

so close your eyes (don't!) and let me tell you.

that day i was going to a concert. a kpop group's concert. but not just any group's concert: seven o'clock.

this group is one of my favorites. they are so talented and generous.

so that day i woke up very early, ate my breakfast super fast, and then went to meet my friends in front of the cinema where they were going to perform. we waited and waited for almost 2 hours, and then one of the managers came, and even took a picture with each one of us. another one was filming and before the opening of the concert he greeted each one of us. when they opened the doors, i remember, as we wanted the boys to be proud of us, we went silently towards the room. the organisators were waiting for us there, and they started the fanmeeting. but sadly my bias, hyun couldn't make it to the fanmeeting as he was stuck at casablanca's airport due to some problems with his passport (the concert was held in rabat, the capital.)

so the fanmeeting started and the boys were just so nice. they signed our posters and took time to talk to each fan. as andy is the only one who can speak english, i gave my letter to him hoping that he will read it and translate it to the others.

when the fanmeeting ended, and in order to wait a little bit for hyun, they started a giveaway (i didn't win anything lol). they were giving two signed albums, two signed bags, and two signed lightsticks.

then the boys came up on the stage and performed the intro. and then each unit had a performance. i remember andy and 2soul did a cover of dna by bts, ddu-du ddu-du by blackpink, and signal by twice. it was so fun to watch. they also had solo stages. and then the crisis: they did fake love. i was dying.

after they started to take pics with everybody, and talk to them. that's when i realised i was taller than all of them lol.

and then. the real show started.

they performed so well, but the fans couldn't forget that hyun was missing. so we kept asking the managers and the boss of forest network ent if he was fine. they said he was. and that he was on the road.

i think hyun showed up in the middle of the concert, but my baby looked so sad. fans were telling him it was fine and asking him to smile. but he just showed a forced smile. then, attempting to not worry the fans, he made an aegyo. but even if it was cute, we still could see his sadness.

a friend i had made during the show gave me a ticket to take a solo selfie with one of the members, and i chose hyun. i went to him and as i kept going forward, he looked more and more beautiful, as if he was an angel.

when i came next to him, i was very shy, and i think he noticed it, because he kept trying to make me smile. he took my phone, and told me "let's take a picture like a couple"