I see your face and I stop and stare,
Not wanting to be embarrassed I look away.
You sit there so peacefully,
My head somehow turns in your direction again.
I stare and I stare so intriguing,
Then your eyes slip my way and I start my fake reading.
I can tell your still staring right at me,
I would stare back but my nerves are controlling.
My arms are longing to hug you,
But I start to freeze up with hesitation.
A horrible mix starts to brew,
My brain in complete sorrow and sadness too.
Everyday I tell myself it's going to happen,
But the same cycle just decides to keep going.
If only the nerves would go away,
Maybe then I could finally get my act together.