Self Thoughts

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I never told you my little secret,
I somehow am never happy.
An endless miserable storm in my mind,
The ideas are endless but my heart stops them.
Can i run away?
Runaway to your heart,
And stay there forever.
Why won't the tears stop falling,
The headaches are lingering.
My appetite is somehow decreasing,
Self esteem is lowest of all.
My confidence hits rock bottom,
But somehow my ego stays strong.
Im nothing special rings in my ear,
As the little whispers say that i mean nothing.
You have no talent.
You have no heart.
You have no beauty.
Be gone little sweety.
My eyelashes dripping mascara,
As i stand in the rain of my tears.
The only thing that keeps me going is your beautiful face,
As well as your calming voice.
Im too young to know they all say,
But id rather just be swept away.

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