Now I know I said I would change but I didn't, I'm waiting for the summer to change. Since that day that I vowed to change I've saved a lot of money. Enough to buy a whole new set of clothes, makeup, new shoes, contacts and change my hair. Thankfully tomorrow is the last day of school. After this year I'm going to become a senior! I'm so excited, hopefully my plan works..."Hey! Jessica, I want you to go to the Lances and give them this for me," my mom walked through the door, a plastic bag in hand. I looked at her and groaned."Do I have to?" "Yes you do. Now hurry up." I grabbed the bag from her and put on my jacket. I grabbed the keys to my Jeep and jogged down the driveway to my car. I unlocked the doors, slid in, started it up and drove on over to the devils cave. I finally got here. I turned off the car and stared at the house. Please don't answer the door Josh, please. I stepped out of the car and grabbed the bag and walked to the door. I knocked a few times before the door swung open."Hey nerd." Damn you God."Where's your mom Josh?" I asked nervously. Josh leaned against the door frame and smirked. "What? Don't like seeing the face that rejected you?" He asked. How the hell did I manage to fall for this? He's such an ass, a hot ass... "Where is your mom?" I asked again. Josh moved aside and gestured for me to come in. I hesitated but stepped inside. Josh shut the door behind me as his mom walked into the room. "Oh hello Jessica. What brings you here?" She asked. I smiled at her, "My mom wanted me to give this to you." I held out the plastic bag. "Well tell your mom I said thank you." She took the bag and walked to the kitchen. "So Jessica, are you ready for the summer?" Mrs. Lane asked. "Um, yeah sure." I answered. "That's good. Listen I'm about to go to the store to get some cookie mix. Why don't you stay and wait here so that when I get back we can make cookies together?" I honestly didn't want to but I agreed. Mrs. Lane smiled and left. Which means I'm here alone with Josh. I walked into the living where Josh sat watching TV. "Are you just going to stand there?" I cautiously walked over to the couch and sat down next to him. He was watching some stupid football. I was nervous, my heart began to beat faster. "Are you nervous?" Josh whispered. I shook my head furiously and he chuckled. I turned to look at him but he was totally calm. Of course he was, I'm not pretty enough to make him nervous. "Why'd you laugh at me when I confessed?" I blurted and immediately regretted it. Josh turned to face me. "What was I supposed to do? Tell you I like you too?" He laughed. "Well no but you didn't have to laugh! You could have said no, sorry, I don't like you and that would've been the end of it." I practically yelled."What'd you expect? For me to kiss you? Is that what you wanted?" Josh's face got really close to mine. I felt my cheeks get hot and turn pink. I stood up and backed away. "What? No! I never said anything about that. What makes you think that?" I asked. Josh stood up and walked towards me. I backed away but was cornered and couldn't move anymore. Josh loomed over me. "I can just tell you want me to kiss you. Want me to tell you I like you, that you're pretty." He whispered and I swear my heart was about to burst. I looked into his gorgeous green eye and stammered, "You-you're wrong! I'd never want to kiss you!" "Oh really?" Josh leaned forward and..."So Jessica, are you ready for the summer?" Mrs. Lane asked. "Um, yeah sure." I answered. "That's good. Listen I'm about to go to the store to get some cookie mix. Why don't you stay and wait here so that when I get back we can make cookies together?" I honestly didn't want to but I agreed. Mrs. Lane smiled and left. Which means I'm here alone with Josh. I walked into the living where Josh sat watching TV. "Are you just going to stand there?" I cautiously walked over to the couch and sat down next to him. He was watching some stupid football. I was nervous, my heart began to beat faster. "Are you nervous?" Josh whispered. I shook my head furiously and he chuckled. I turned to look at him but he was totally calm. Of course he was, I'm not pretty enough to make him nervous. "Why'd you laugh at me when I confessed?" I blurted and immediately regretted it. Josh turned to face me. "What was I supposed to do? Tell you I like you too?" He laughed. "Well no but you didn't have to laugh! You could have said no, sorry, I don't like you and that would've been the end of it." I practically yelled. "What'd you expect? For me to kiss you? Is that what you wanted?" Josh's face got really close to mine. I felt my cheeks get hot and turn pink. I stood up and backed away. "What? No! I never said anything about that. What makes you think that?" I asked. Josh stood up and walked towards me. I backed away but was cornered and couldn't move anymore. Josh loomed over me."I can just tell you want me to kiss you. Want me to tell you I like you, that you're pretty." He whispered and I swear my heart was about to burst. I looked into his gorgeous green eye and stammered, "You-you're wrong! I'd never want to kiss you!" "Oh really?" Josh leaned forward and...
