Self Medicate

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*After group*

Cass' POV

"Bye Dean see you tomorrow."

"Back at cha."

Group wasn't as bad as we thought it was going to be. We just had group discussions and such. It was kind of awkward being the only new ones there.  We get inside Michael's car,

"How'd it go?"

"It went okay, but I do not see myself going back."

"Same," Gabriel chimed in.

"Okay. Well you guys don't have to go back."

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I go up to my bedroom and shut the door. It was such a long day. I'm so tired. I reach underneath my bed and pull out a medium sized box. I need something. The box is filled with different drugs.

I pick of one bag that is filled with pills of the same kind (I need to keep it organized, or I'll get something mixed up.). The bag filled with blue pills are my downers, the help me sleep. The bag filled with yellow pills are my uppers those are pretty great. A couple of dime bags of weed. Then my white powder, my cocaine.  Now that is awesome, even if the effects are shorter than the others.  Wait there more than awesome, but I can't come up with a word for it. A box of cigarettes. Last but not least my acid tabs. I have soooo many of them. Like four sheets. One has scooby and shaggy, and another one with different color elephants dancing. One with Alice and wonderland theme ( it's funny because I'm sure she was on LSD that whole movie.), and my last sheet was a mix with smiley faces and dragons. Never take too many at a time, it fuck with your senses.

I take out the downers and take about three or four dry. I need them to work fast before they call me down for dinner. If they saw me sleeping they wouldn't wake me up because it was almost rare that I got any. I like uppers okay? I put the box back underneath my bed. Then I slide under the covers and drift off to sleep.

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Sam's POV

"Bye Gabe. I'm really sorry about what I said earlier."

"Stop apologizing already. Byee Sam." I need to find Charlie. I turn around and of course she's talking to Dean. I walk over to them,

"Hey guys. Um can I steal you for a moment Charlie?"

"Su-"

"Thanks." I start pulling her by the arm into the hallway.

"Sam what's going on?" No I'm getting nervous, come on Sam you can do it.

"Can I ask you a question?"

"Um, sure. Anything." I take a deep breath.

"How'd you know that you weren't... straight?" Well I asked. See blinks a few times and says "what?" .

"I asked-" she cut me off,

"No I heard you. I'm just wondering if I heard that correct. Did I?" I nod.

"Does Dean know? I shake my head, then Dean decided to come out the room.

"Does Dean know what?" Charlies eyes bug out. Then she turns to face him.

"Um does Dean know that Sam think that Uhura from the new Star Trek movies is hot?" How did she come up with that so fast?

"Weird. She is really hot. But we should head home."

"Can you give us another moment Dean? I'll meet you at the car."

"Sure. Bye Charlie."

"Bye Dean." He walks towards the exit.

"That was close." Hell yeah it was.

"But how did you know?"

"Oh yeah that. I guess I just kinda knew. I wasn't really attracted to guys. You know?"  I nod. Yeah I knew exactly what she meant.

"Are you going to tell Dean?"

"I don't know. I don't think he'd like it." I look at the gray tile.

"Hey look at me," I slowly bring my head back up.

"It'll be okay." She give me a slight smile. I return it.

"Come on. I'll walk you to the car."

We get to the car.  We exchange goodbyes and I get into the car.

"What was that all about Sam?"

"Nothing I just really wanted to talk about the newest Star Trek movie."

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AN: Hiii guys um sorry for the wait I didn't realize how long it had been. Crappy chapter I know but I hope you still like it.

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