Till I Collapse - Toshiro X Reader OC X Grimmjow [ENDED]

Chapter 26

.. Two years passed ..

You stretched your body at the veranda, enjoying the morning sunbeams. It was a beautiful morning, the cherryblossoms were in full bloom and the birds cheaped melodiocally. You filled your lungs with the fresh air of spring and smiled at the wonderful, blue sky.

,,Good morning.", strong arms surrounded you gently.

,,Good morning.", you filled your nose with Toshiro's smell.

You turned around to watch into his emerald eyes and he instantly leaned down to kiss you softly. While intesifying your kissing he picked you up and you embraced his hips with your legs. It still suprised you, how fast he growed the past years, everytime he touched you. But also you had to admire that it felt even better than before. He carried you back to the bed to lay you down gently.

,,Just sneaking off?", he smirked at you with warm eyes.

,,Just didn't want to wake you.", you gave him a low smile.

,,I would never mind do be waken by you.", he whispered before he leaned down to kiss you.

You smiled against his lips and kissed him back, soon our tounges began to explore each others mouth. You touched his back under his shirt and felt the warmth of his body. He stroked your cheeks softly while the other hand wandered to your breast. You moaned when he massaged a nipple which made him smirk satisfied. You sat up and threw his clothes off impatiently. After taking off your clothes, you layed him down to sat on top of him. He just smirked at you lowly and watched you with warm emerald eyes. You blushed lightly and leaned down to catch him in a deep kiss. . .

After breakfast you laid down next to each other on the veranda to enjoy the warmth of the sun.

,,I wish it could ever be this way.", the white-haired boy broke the silence with sad eyes.

,,What do you mean?", you asked bothered.

,,We have to confess that I'm a Shinigami and you're a human. Our time didn't pass in the same speed.", he watched the sky thoughtfully.

,,You're right.. But till this will come to an end we can enjoy our time.", you smiled at him cheerfully.

He just smiled back and kissed you softly.

,,I was kind of frightened to ask you, but I think I want to know now.", he said then sternly.

,,What?", you wondered with big eyes.

,,The day you fought me and Soifon.. You used your Sharingan and let me see myself dying. Was it just an illusion or your own memory?", he watched you deeply.

,,Both..", you escaped his sight and Toshiro raised an eyebrow.

,,I didn't see you dying, but I burried you next to your grandma.", you explained then in a low tone.

,,I see."

,,I'm sorry.", you said ashamed.

,,Why? I feel sorry for you. To live in such a violent world must been horrible.", he lowered his head.

,,Life always has good parts.", you smiled at him with closed eyes.

,,You're right.", he smiled back and kissed you.

..

In the afternoon you went to the world of the living to visit Orihime. You spent a nice day together with just straggling trough the town and talking a lot. In the evening you went to Urahara so he could bring you back to Soul Society. After arriving Seireitei you froze.

,,What happened?", you thought out loudly.

All over were distroyed places and many dead Shinigami. You instantly ran to the 10th devision.

,,Toshiro!", you yelled when you saw the white-haired captain.

But he ignored you and just shunpoed away.

,,Toshiro..?", you mummered.

,,Hitsugaya-taichou's Bankai was stolen.", Rangiku informed you in low spirits.

,,What?!", your eyes opened widely.

,,Not only his..", she added then troubled.

..

You wanted to talk to Hinamori, but when he heard about Kira's death you decided not to bother her even more now.

..

You entered Toshiro's bathroom and watched him washing his face.

,,I'm sorry for running away.", he just said when he noticed you.

,,Nevermind.", you still watched his back.

,,I go to sleep.", he went past you without giving you a single glimpse.

,,Aye..", you sighed troubled and decided to leave.

Matsumoto had informed you about the Quincy's descent on Seireitei and that they had declared war.

**,,That's apparently what I'm made for.", you mummered smirking to yourself.

,,What?", Rangiku asked carefully.

,,Nothing.", you smiled at her and she just raised an eyebrow.**

,,Why am I looking forward to fight in this war so much?", you thought bothered and insane at the same time.

..

The next day you searched for Toshiro and found him training with his sword.

,,It's still impressive how fast you make progress all the time.", you spoke with a shy grin.

,,Let's hope it will be enough.", he continued hitting the air.

,,Want to train more effective?", you smiled at him and drawed your sword.

,,Sure.", he smirked and you began to fight.

,,I don't mind if you would stay in the world of the linving until this war is over.", he spoke then between your hits.

,,Why should I do that?!", you strengthened your hit which made him jump away.

,,I just don't want you to have to fight in a war once more.", he explained with caring eyes.

Your eyes opened wide, then you lowered your head to escape his sight.

,,I was born in a time where children were trained as Shinobi to fight in war. When you are living like this, there is nothing else to live for. You are just a weapon which just can't wait to be used.", you faced him apathetically.

,,So this fear come true.", he smirked with closed eyes.

,,Hm?", you sharpened your sight and raised an eyebrow.

,,I told myself, that with letting your life behind, you would become someone else, someone who can cherish the peace. And I'm sure that is well be so. But you can't throw away your whole past, it's still a part of you which constitutes you.", he watched you sternly without blaming you.

,,But if you knew, why did you fear it?", you wanted to know.

,,Because I can't hold back feeling pity for you.", his emerald eyes escaped your sight.

,,That's ridicules.", you replied angryly.

Toshiro just kept looking away from you which made you leave in anger.

,,What would you advise me to do, Hyoinmaru?", he watched the ceiling sadly.

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