Stuck in the middle (mavi)

chapter 10

**TRIGGER WARNING**

Scott

I was speechless but reality hit me after he shut the door. Kirstie was right! I should have told have told him sooner! He knew i knew about the kiss.

I just ruined my relationship with the one person i loved. I hate myself. I hate my life. I hate that i got drunk that night. WHY DID I DRINK ON WHAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THE MOST AMAZING NIGHT OF MY LIFE!!

i flipped the chair beside me and it hit the t.v which fell onto the floor. I chucked my phone across the room and the screen smashed into pieces.

I screamed and cried so much that my head was starting to hurt. I smashed a plate nearby and the glass cut my skin.

I had a strange feeling as my arm bled. I walked into the kitchen, i opened a drawer. I picked up the knife and placed it on my skin. I pressed harder drawing blood and made a long cute on my wrist.

It felt strangly calming and relieving. I made a few more cuts in the same area, all painfully near eachother.

After i realized what i had done and what i was getting myself into i dropped the knife and went to wash my bloody wrist under the tap.

I dont want mitch to see me like this, he will come back tomorrow and i dont want him to think im weak, no way. Im not weak.

I wiped my tears and headed upstairs to my bedroom. I fell asleep soon after.

Mitch

I pounded on avi's door until he opened it. He was shocked when he saw me. "Mitch, whats wrong?"

"Im sorry, but can i stay with you."

"Sure come inside" he shut the door and joined me on the couch.

"How long are you planning to stay."

"Forever" i replied, not looking him in the eye.

"Okay...are you going to tell me what happened?" He questioned.

"I left him."

"Oh Mitch" he said pulling me into a hug. He felt warm and....smelled...good. i wanted to cry but nothing was coming out. I wrapped my hands around him and hugged him tight. I didnt want him to let go.

"Should i get you a coffee." I shook my head.

"Anything you do want" he asked

"You" i said sub-concsiencely "I'm so, so, sorry, i was not meant to say that" i pulled away reluctantly, feeling awkward.

"When didn't you have me?"  he mumbled but I heard him. I pretend I didn't hear him, preventing this situation from getting more awkward than it already was.

" its okay, I want you too." I looked at him confused, did he mean it or was he mocking me or did he just say it in a friendly way. I laughed awkwardly as he switched on the TV and got up and went in the kitchen. I took this opportunity to change the channel to spongebob.

"Really Mitch!" Avi said coming back to sit next to me with coffee and a small chocolate cake.

"When did you buy this cake" I asked

"I made it."

"Really! It taste great."

"Thanks I tried."

"Why did you make cake"

"Well I was going g to invite you tomorrow, so you could make me some cake balls but I didn't know how to make cake and I don't want to put forth a bad impression."

"You could never put forth a bad impression for me, your perfect" I mumbled the last part.

"Thanks......I..err.. heard you." I blushed really hard and I could feel it. He held my hand and shuffled closer to me, getting rid of the distance between us.

I could feel my breath becoming unstable the closer he got to my face, I got lost in his eyes and suddenly was aware of every little thing he was doing. His chest was moving slowly, and his muscles tensed. He had his hand firm in my hand.

I didn't realise that I was leaning back the closer he came until my head hit the arm rest. I couldn't move anymore and Avi was on top of me. I held the sides of his hips on impulse, he leaned in closer, closer, closer, closer and closer....

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AAAAND I'LL JUST PISS YOU OFF BY LEAVING IT THERE. XD DID THEY KISS, DID THEY NOT KISS IDK. AND NOR DO YOU.

I'm sorry I was going to but then it randomly came to me AMD I thought yes I like this ending way better. Like Scott "IT JUST COMES TO ME" I'm so like Scott. *sigh*

STAY FRUITT! X