Nightly walk

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Y/N POV

     I woke up from the dream I had which was incredibly terrifying. I knew I couldn't just go back to sleep so easily so I left the homestead and walked around the glade. I know that I have to be really sneaky since Alby could be out as well, at least that's what I think. After for what seemed hours, I decided to rest on the tree that I decorated myself. Yes, I decorated a tree. Everyone in the glade thinks it's weird but not Thomas and Teresa. 

   They say it seems childish but adorable. They sometimes come with me to just chill in the tree to try to get the idea out of our heads that we'll probably be stuck in the maze for the rest of our lives. I sometimes wonder if it's even worth it to go out there if the glade is such a peaceful place, but Thomas says that he knows that somethings out there, outside of those maze walls, that there is something out there that is worth the risk of dying even for a little bit of freedom.

    When I sat on a thick branch to rest I thought the reasons of why I am who I am. No one knows that.........

I'm lesbian.

Like when I came out of the box, the only thing I remembered was that I liked girls and not guys, especially the ones I met. (no offense to the peoples who like the guys)

 I didn't know why but that's all I knew when I got out. I've settled into the glade and I was at peace but then the flirting started to happen and other shit, but something came out of it.

Flashback~~~

I was sitting near the bonfire we had for the greenie that came out of the box today and I was talking to chuck about, well..........stuff.

While we were talking, Newt and Thomas joined the conversation. Things escalated quickly if you count newt putting his arm around me and Thomas putting his hand on my thigh. That moment I felt the most awkward since Thomas and Newt seemed to have a stare down. To make myself not feel uncomfortable with the friends I dearly love, I got up and left to do my works in the gardens because why not help around.

I wasn't really assigned a job since some already had enough,so from time to time I worked as a slicer, then a medjack and then the other jobs and the cycle goes on as it does every single day. At the end of the day when Alby told us to rest for the night, I overheard a conversation Thomas and Newt were having.

"Hey, she's mine, and that's that, got that clear" newt said. Are they talking about me?! Well why wouldn't they.... I'm amazing. Or they could be talking about the greenie....

"Well you can't just call dibs on a girl who you doesn't even love you like that!"

"How do you know she loves you, you dumbass shank!"

"I'll prove to you if we can agree on something?"

"I'm listening.."

"Tomorrow, whoever asks y/n to be their girlfriend first, the other person can't complain or try to steal her, so do we agree or not?"

"I'm in"

Then I heard footsteps coming closer to me and I walked to my hammock normally so they didn't suspect anything. I hid behind someone sleeping and saw that Newt and Thomas were already going their separate ways and going to sleep in their own hammocks. When everything was silent and everyone seemed asleep, and I quietly started to walk towards my hammock.

I walked to quickly but quietly that I didn't look where I was going and I accidentally fell on top of someone. I didn't suspect nothing of it until I felt something on my lips. Then I fucking realized I was kissing this person and I didn't know who it was. I wanted to pull away but I didn't.

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