Jayne's POV
How is this possible? I told him I would never see him again. Shawn. Shawn Mendes. I dated him for a year, until I found out he was moving. He never told me because he loved me too much to break my heart. My last words to him occurred when I was crying into his chest. "I'll never see you again." I cried. But, that was a lie. Here he is in front of my face. Of course, that was before I started to crush on Nash. I never knew if I was still in love with Shawn. I was only 14. That was 2 years ago and I'm still thinking about Shawn!? Oh yeah. That's right, I'm thinking of Shawn because Nash wants me dead. Got it. "Jay?" He asks softly. "Shawn?" I ask back. Obviously, I knew it was him, but I can't act over obsessed. He slowly walks towards me, but I see a girl behind him. He has a girlfriend. How did I not see this coming? We haven't seen each other in 2 years. I have tears in my eyes by the time he comes and puts his arms around me. "Shawn." I breath. He pulls away and I see tears in his eyes as well. "Who is this Shawnee?!" Asks the girl. "Kayla. This is, um, and old friend." I'm slightly offended by that. He said he loved me. Wow. Shallow much? "I'm Jayne, nice-nice to meet you." I get out. "I'm Kayla, Shawn's GIRLFRIEND." She brags. I nod. "Well, it was nice to meet you Kayla and nice seeing you Shawn. I hope you like the party." I say on the verge of tears. I rush out of my room and into the bathroom. I ignore the knocks and redo my makeup. I fix my hair and walk out. Shawn stands outside waiting. I literally have to hold myself back from jumping into his arms. "Shawn... How've you been buddy?" I say awkwardly. He just stares at me. "Well... I'm gonna just um go..." I turn away to walk down the stairs but Shawn turns me around and hugs me. I hug him back. "I missed you so much Jay." I'm on the verge of tears again, so I just nod. "Don't cry Jay. Please." I feel like that just broke it and I cried. A year fell down my cheek and onto Shawn's shoulder. I pull away and wipe my eyes. "I'm so sorry." I laugh. "Don't apologize." I nod. "I should probably go." "I'll come." "Okay." I walk first and Shawn behind me. I stop at the sight of Nash making out with another girl. I shake of every thought of him. I continue walking. The smell of alcohol burns my nose. Someone offers me a drink and decline the offer. Nash and the girl pull away and I get a look at the girls face. Kayla.
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the mistake / nash grier
Fanficdrunk mistakes, forever engraved into her mind. she loses her one love, will she ever be ready to forgive and forget? (unedited and from a very very long time ago, writing gets better at the end and in more recent stories)
