Jayne's POV
Again. Again he leaves me for someone else. I'm to busy running to realize I am two inches away from falling into Shawn. I fall into his arms... So safe, so secure. "Whoa, whoa, whoa, not so fast. Just where do you think your going?" "Somewhere far away. Nash, he's-" "Right here." says Nash. "Nash I don't think-" starts Shawn. "Everyone just stop! I have a few people that I don't want to talk to right now, and some that I do. Shawn, come with me, Nash, I don't really care what you do as long as your not with me." I grab Shawn's hand and walk out the gym. "Shawn, he cheated. Again. What do I do now?! Go back to him? I don't think so." "Go back to the person who comforts you the most, who's always there when you need him.. Kinda like... hmm.... Me?" He says slyly. I smile and sigh. "It's not that easy... I love him. I need him." "You know how I feel now. I love you. I need you. Has Nash ever said that to you?!" I think. He has had to say that... When? Never. "He hasn't said that to me." Shawn nods affectionatley. He hugs me and I hug back. "I love you Shawn." "Not as much as you love Nash still, eh?" "Shawn... Don't, don't think like that... I love you. And I can't love Nash. Not anymore." "Y-you can't love me?" I turn around to see Nash. Tears in his eyes. "No Nash. I can't." I say reluctantly. I don't know wether I should let my tears fall, or if I should stay strong. "But you don't need me to love you Nash. You... You have Hannah! You have enough, you don't DESERVE two people loving you!! You don't NEED me, nor do you LOVE me! I found someone who does... Let's go Shawn."
A/N
WHOAH WHOAH WHOAH CALM DOWN. II kno ur all mad at me bc i havent updated, but i dont have a phone to do so. Im using my laptop now tho :) luv yall
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the mistake / nash grier
Fiksi Penggemardrunk mistakes, forever engraved into her mind. she loses her one love, will she ever be ready to forgive and forget? (unedited and from a very very long time ago, writing gets better at the end and in more recent stories)
