the mistake / nash grier

Chapter 21

Jayne's POV

Who's ARIEL?! I try to play it cool, but honestly I'm burning with jealousy. 'Relax Jayne. He's probably just as jealous with Caleb. Breath. Breath. Ariel means nothing to you. Maybe to him but- Does she mean something to him? Will he chose her over me?' I end my day dream. "No." Sighs Nash. "What?" "Jayne you were talking out loud." I blush a little and get up. "Nash?" "Yeah?" "W-we need time." "I know..." "I'm leaving soon. Maybe... Maybe it's best if we part ways now... Instead of breaking hearts the day I leave." My eyes tear up. He nods. "I love you Nash." He doesn't answer and I get worried that this Ariel girl has replaced me. He nods, and walks out. I slam the door behind him. I rip, well not rip, the bracelet off my hand and throw it down the stairs behind him.

Nash's POV

I had no words. If I spoke any more I would break and cry, and I need to be strong for Jayne. I didn't mean to make her mad, but she was furious. I open the front door, but she comes down. "Don't come back!" She yells. Did she find out? How did she find out that- whatever it's not important.

Jayne's POV

My phone rang. Another picture. Nash. Kissing some girl named Ariel. He cheated on me again?! I run down the stairs. "Don't come back!" I yell. He thinks out loud and says that it's not important. "HELL YEAH IT IS IMPORTANT! YOU CHEATED ON ME. FOR THE SECOND TIME! YOU KNOW WHAT?! MAYBE IT WAS BETTER THAT I LIKE CALEB! YEAH HUN! I SAID IT! I LIKE CALEB!" I yell. "Jayne. Calm down." "Don't tell me to calm down." Heavy breathing. I check my pulse. I know what's happening. It's happened before. Anxiety attack.

He doesn't know.

Anything.

About me.

Lies.

Fill his head.

He thinks I'm fine?

I'm not.

I have anxiety.

I have always had.

Ever since...

Shawn.

He left and I got bullied.

Not protected.

Not even by Nash.

Because he didn't know.

Until now.

At least, I hope he knows now.

Because I fall on the floor and blackout.