the mistake / nash grier

Chapter 22

Nash's POV

I'm feeling even guiltier now that Jayne had an anxiety attack. Why did I kiss Ariel in the first place?! Why am I such a jerk?!

She lays down in the hospital bed. She's awake and breathing. Her eyes are open, yet she pretends I am not there. She's slowing her breathing and trying to relax. She glances over at me and quickly looks away. She has her phone in her hands and she texts someone.

I just sit where I am and sigh. Her breathing fastens but she tries to control it. She mumbles something. She repeats that but it seems to get louder. "Nash." She says. "Yes Jayne?" I say as formally as possible. "Can you go please?" I nod my head. She texts someone again. She shuts of her phone off. And sighs. Her breathing fastens and slows. She closes her eyes. I get up and walk out. I need to see someone. Cameron. I'm going to go see Cameron. Yeah I know. I live with him, but we don't talk as much. I get in my car and drive home.

Jayne's POV

I don't even know who I am anymore. I text Shawn to come. He's 15 minutes away, and I can't stand looking at Nash. My only love. I don't like Caleb. He's nothing compared to Nash. Nash is everything I could ask for. His personality can make the sun brighter, his smile outshines the stars. His eyes make the skies jealous. I love Nash. But he no longer loves me. Ariel is the new Jayne. She will be the one to replace me. But who will replace Nash? No one. No one can replace him. I start to see black spots in my vision. I close my eyes. "Nash." I call. "Nash!" I call louder. If only he could her me. I dial his number. "Nash. Nash. Please." I beg into the phone. He hangs up. He probably has had enough of me. I've had enough of me.

Nash's POV

I hang up and turn the car around. I don't care that I'm speeding, Jayne needs me.