the mistake / nash grier

Chapter 23

A/N:

Try and listen to the songs I recommend in the beginning of each POV PLS!!!

Shawn's POV

Who Are You by Fifth Harmony

Or Steal My Girl by 1D

Finally, MY Jayne told me she needed me. She hadn't contacted me in forever until now! My phone rings and I answer.

"Hello?" "Yeah, Shawn? It's Jayne." "Oh hey Jayne what's up?" "You can stay, I'll be fine." My heart drops and my face falls. "Oh." She probably heard the sadness in my voice. "No, no don't be sad it's just the doctors said that I can't have visitors, and I don't want you to wait for me." She says it, and I know she means it in two ways. "Jayne..." "Shawn, I can't live knowing you are out there somewhere, wishing you were with me. Please, don't wait for me Shawn." "I'll always wait for you Jayne. You may not want me now, but I'll tell you. Nash is a player. He plays girls. And when he hurts you, I'll be here with open arms. Because I love you. And I will always."

Jayne's POV

Stay High by Tove Lo

Or A Thousand Years by Christina Perri

Shawn's last words brought me to tears. "I love you too Shawn. But I can't. I'm sorry." And I hang up. Why do I feel like I made a big mistake?! Nash opens the door. "Nash." I breath. "I need a doctor. But, the only thing I need more than a doctor, is you." He smiles weakly and sits down. "I love you too Jayne, but your moving. Your leaving forever. It will never work."

Nash's POV

Leave My Heart Out Of This by Fifth Harmony

Those words killed me inside. I close my eyes and a tear falls out.

"Is that... Really how you feel?" Ask Jayne sadly.

I shake my head no. "I want nothing like that. But, it's how it has to be."

What if, we go our separate ways, and come back in 6 months, having nothing done. No dating, kissing, and most definitely no flings. And if our feelings are the same, we stay. It's the best.

I must've thought out loud, and she nods. I kiss her on the lips and turn around and walk out. These will be the worst 6 months of my life.