I wouldn't say that my life is great, i also wouldn't say that it is bad.
First off, I am a teenager that is going through crap in life and i do not know what i am going to do.
i am disliked at school for no reason at all.
i have a girlfriend that i think is cheating on me.
i am almost 15 and i am still getting picked on because the people at my school dont know how to act their ages.
i am unhappy with almost everything.
i am a really quiet kid in my school because any time i say something, everybody around me starts being rude to me. i do not know how to handle everything going on around me.
I am starting to have feelings for somebody(not naming any names because i dont want anybody i know to find out who it is) but she does not know that i have feelings for her and we really don't talk much but yesterday i was at Honors Choir and she was really nice to me. i was the only guy in my group of people and we ate dinner at a mall food court and i sat away from everybody. i sat away from everybody because i was last to get food and there was no more space. The girl that i like saw that i was sitting by myself and she said "aww Maison is sitting alone, Maison come and sit with us, we will make room for you."
so i went over and sat with them. I really have liked this girl for a while because she is really sweet and i know that she is trustworthy.
i am thinking about ending things with my girlfriend because i really think she is cheating on me and i have been told by the person that i trust with my life this because she and my girlfriend are best friends. i really love this girl but i cant trust her. my best friend Jordan is the person i trust the most in life. i can tell her anything. she knows me better then anybody else and she knows me better than i even know myself.
i do not know what i am going to do with my life. Jordan doesnt even know that i like the girl. i havnt told her yet but i will.
IF she wants to know the girls name, i will tell jordan the girls name. Only if she asks though
