Well yesterday was a little crazy. There was a tornado that struck down somewhere close. It was really close to us and i was not in a safe spot. My friends house is not safe. He lives in a trailer and i was at his house.
Madison was freaking out because i wasnt in a safe spot.
I was pretty calm because my friends family was calm.
Today was pretty great. I hung out with Madison and its really working out so far. Im waiting for something new to happen in our relationship. Idk what that will be but i hope it happens soon. She makes me really happy and i dont want to loose her again.
I dont get far on my relationships. Ive never had my first kiss. Ive never done anything more than hold hands and hug. I hope this time we will last.
I felt the urge to kiss her. I got a little scared though because i really dont know if shes ready. Shes a confusing person. I never know what she wants. I never know how she feels about certain things. I guess ill learn those things and figure her out.
I know love is not a thing to rush but i dont think im rushing. Ive dated her enough times that i think shes ready. I guess ill never know till something happens.
I love her.
