ISABELLA

twenty

Dlm kereta sy tida berhenti berdoa agar Matthew tida dlm keadaan yang cedera teruk.

Antonio told me that Matthew kemalangan semasa mencari keberadaan sy, rasa bersalah makin memuncak, sudahla Matthew anak yatim piatu suda, he only relay on us as a family, which is my family.

Antonio pigang tangan saya lembut ja "he will be fine, he will be okay. Trust me" sy picit lembut tngn dia and senyum "thanks" dia angguk saja and kasi lepas genggaman kami.

Sampai di hospital, terus Antonio bawa saya pigi bilik si matthew, dub dab dub dab ...

Buka pintu ja, there he is standing tall but tngan dia bebalut and muka dia ada tegores sikit.

Sy lari pigi peluk dia, erat betul.

"I thought you gonna die, and I don't want that. I'm so sorry for leaving you like that, I thought... I will never see you again.." I cry so hard and kasi erat lg pelukan saya.

Matthew kasi angkat muka sy menghadap dia, and kiss my head, nose and lips.

"Thank you for coming back to me sweetheart, I love you.." He smile ..

Sy cari the truth d mata dia, and I know for sure he talk the truth.

"I love you too Matthew"

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"Ohhhhh so you two nie adalah bestfriend ?! "

Antonio angguk bangga "yeah u right my dear. Tpi your fiance kasi putus brotherhood Kami"

Matthew roll his eyes at Antonio "oh fuck it, its because of you" matt balas and tingu tepat tmpt d mna Antonio bediri, yes d sebelah saya ..

"Excuse me boss ? Siapa kasi siapa ? You are a dick matt, fuckin selfish man, its only a tiny mistake" Antonio balas and peluk tubuh

"You're an asshole" matt.

"Shit human being" Antonio.

"Immature creature god ever made" matt

"But I love us dude" Antonio .

Matthew tingu Antonio and angguk "love us too" then drg bro hug. Why can't girls be like this two human ?? Susah ba klu girls mo bebaik, tinggi betul ego like seriously ? This shit is true.

Kurik punya kurik selama ini Antonio guna sy utk kasi cemburu Matthew sja, oh he will be dead of me !

"Okayla bro sy jalan dulu, bye babygirl" Antonio smirk bila Matthew clench his hands. "Better you go now" Matthew tunjuk pintu. Sy hanya mampu menyaksikan aksi mereka yg cute.

"He will be a really good chef" sy ckp pelan lepas Antonio keluar dari bilik. Matthew frowning

"Cakap balik" dia ckp tngo sy tajam, sy pun bingung2 mo cakap apa ? "Err apa ?"

"Ohhh he will be a good chef, then me apa ? A good disaster la ?" Oh my god, jealous tahap apa ni, bestie sendiri pun mo jealous, lgpun he alrdy know that Antonio is just a player. Rolling my eyes "ish why so jealous, I choose u juga ba" sya duduk bangku d sebelah dia.

Matthew take my hand and letak di dada dia. "I'm sorry sweetheart, I cannot lose you. Again. I love you" he kiss my knuckles soft and tender. This make me smile, and fall hard for him.

"I know"

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Since kami berbaik-baik semula, everything yang happens that night kmi kasi lupa, kmi focus sma hubungan kami and oh well our job. Sy tukar number sy supaya Alex cannot contact me again. I told my parent pun yg don't give my number to Alex, at first drg ckp sy tidak sepatutnya buat begitu sama my childhood bestfriend. Bila sa explain bagus-bagus baru dorang faham and okay.

Lepas siap breakfast kmi sma2 pigi kerja and masuk office sendiri, well this month would be very busy sebab mo urus clients dari China tentang projek baru untuk di Sabah.

Dapat sja maklumat untuk meeting sya bangun and jln pigi office boss and of course my fiance.

Lepas ketuk, he told me to come in. Dengan menggunakan hubungan antara boss and PA , sy harus lebih focus.

Sy senyum bila nampak dia bediri tngok di luar jendela besar dia.

"Boss, we have a meeting with our clients at 3PM, also a dinner with our other clients from italy at 8PM" sy cakap ringkas because, I know dia deluan tahu dari saya cuma pura-pura tida tau for making sure that I'm focus and sesuai dengan krja mcm nih.

"Hmm okay get ready at 2pm, because this is important and I want this projek with that Chinese people, get ready sweetheart to taking any important things in that meeting soon" sy mo ketawa suda, its way too formal for us but the 'sweetheart' thing dia tda akan pernah trlps panggil sy.

"Okay boss. Anything you need sir ?" Saya tanya.

"You" dia smirk, and pusing tngu saya.

"Soon sir, soon" sy kenyit mata sama dia and keluar dari office dia. Haa things between us would never change .. I hope so.

Keesokan harinya saya ambi cuti because I'm freakin sick ! God ! Mcm mna la sa bole sakit. Mungkin selalu kena aircond.

Matthew pun balik-balik suruh sy resign and mo ambi pekerja Baru, eh hello, I want my job and I love it. Takkan sa diam2 di rumah guyang kaki kan ? I'm 21 la I need to find my own money eventho every month mom and dad kasi masuk duit dlm my accounts. Sorry I'm a spoilers kid.

Sy baring-baring di tilam, terasa bosan melanda dan kian memburuk,gahhhh ! Bole jadi gila sa begini. Sy tukar baju, ambi dompet and phone terus go

Smpai di rumah stacy, sy hon dua tiga kali , terjengul la kepala nya yg bulat dan comel.

Sy angkat tangan sma dia, dia snyum2 and angkat tangan juga, beberapa minit dia keluar dengan begitu keperempuanan, jarang tau dia berdandan.

"Sup" dia masuk kereta, "not good, I'm sick and super bored at home. Mna way ?" Sy tanya dia. This will be the war for the both of us. Finding places to go is hard.

In the end kmi pigi makan Kedai jipun terus jalan2 shopping. Tnpa sa sedar sy kasi silents my phone.

Lepas siap shopping sy kasi kluar phone sy and look at it

"Oh shit ! I'm goona die ! Matthew is looking for me, 60misscall ?! 30misscall from mom and 38miscall from daddy ?! Damn let's go barbie" sy tarik tangan dia, dia terus jeling saya

"barbie your ass !" I love her but right now I feel something is wrong.

Banyak2 drg call begini, mesti ada jadi apa-apa ni, bkn sllu dorang begini. Im freakin out, kenapala tuh ah..