I, Dean Winchester, am in love with Castiel Novak ***UNDER EDITING***

Chapter 14 - T H E E N D

I sat quietly. I could feel the old wood underneath me. I could see the water around me. I just sat there, drifting with the light waves that pushed themselves through the water. The sounds of the birds singing in the distance and the quiet howling of the wind was all that I could hear as I sat in the old boat.

I looked around, all this seemed too familer, hadden't this already happened?...

I stood up in the boat and looked around, memories of drowning in the lake returned to me. Dean had died and now what was going on, why am I here again?....

"CAS!" a voice screamed out from behind the trees, "Don't do it!"

Don't do what, I was already dead wasen't I?

Tears streemed down my face as I saw those two green eyes watching me. Eyes full of pain and sorrow. Eyes that made me rething and remember everything. Eyes that made the world around me stop. Every breath, every heartbeat, every sound was pure perfection when I get lost in those eyes, his eyes.

'DEAN!" I screamed out, a mix between sadness and joy.

"Stay there!" He yelled and jumped in the lake, swimming towards me as fast as he possibly could, and within second he was there, hugging me tightly as he paddled the boat back to the dock. I collapsed into his arms as he helped me out of the boat. I wrapped my arms around him and cried into the crook of his neck. He just held me tightly.

"I-i thought you left a-and weren't comming back! You were dead, I woke up and you were dead..." I cried and cried, I couldn't help myself.

"Hey" he whispered quietly, his voice deep and gravely.

Dean was here hugging me again.

I looked up into his beautiful green eyes only to see that they weren't the same. They were dull and sad, tears filled them until they overflowed and began pouring down his face.

"I will always love you" he cried. I smiled up at him as I pushed myself into his chest, hugging him tightly.

"I, Dean Winchester, am in love with Castiel Novak" He yelled loudly, a small smile crossed his face as he yelled it.

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I, Castiel Novak, am dead, but I am also happy. I share a heaven with the love of my life, Dean Winchester. We now get to share eternity together, just like we always wanted. Replaying all of our best memories, like the beach or the fair. Even just hanging at Deans house with his annoying, pain in the ass little brother. The only problem we have is that we dont know how everyone back on earth is doing, We dont know if Sam and Gabe are still together and happy, but we like to hope that they are. And I dont know if I was actually ever found, or if Raph ever found out what really happened.

But soon enough, the bad memories and worries were replaced with new and happy one from here in heaven.

I love you, My Dean, and no one can ever change that.