I think it's kind of fucked up
how you were used
by her
in weak attempts to erase me
and you were left in pain.
I think it's kind of fucked up
how she was picturing my smile
when you told her a joke.
I think it's kind of fucked up
how willing she was to kiss me
while you were still crucial in her life.
I think it's kind of fucked up
how she will always love me
and I never felt anything for her
like you did over time.
I just think it's kind of fucked up.
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