Who can deny these butterflies? (ATL Fanfic)

Chapter 5

Tori POV)

I was stunned. He said this has to end. "Well." I mumbled then climbed out of my bunk. I picked up my clothes and walked into the bathroom. I slammed the door and slid to the floor. I pulled my legs up to my chest and tears streamed down my face. My heart was broken. First I thought my dreams were coming true and I'd get to be with Alex. Then he says we can't be together. I felt the urge to cut. I sighed. A few minutes later there was a knock at the door. I just sat there silently. "Tori come on I know you're in there." It was Alex. "Go the fuck away!" with each word my voice got louder. "Tori. Jack is gone. I just said that this needed to end so he'd be happy. I still want to be with you." he said. I gasped and quickly stood up, tossing my clothes on the floor. I quickly wiped my tears and opened the door.

"Really?" I asked. He nodded. I smiled. Thank god! I threw my arms around him. He wrapped his arms around my waist. "We just have to be extra careful." he said. I nodded. Alex pulled away and slammed his lips against mine. I kissed him before pulling away and grinning. "Do you think we have enough time to have some fun?" I asked. Alex grinned. "If we're quick." he said and kissed me again. The took my hand and led me back to his bunk.

After we finished I slid out of his bunk. I couldn't stop grinning. It was perfect. It was the best sex I've ever had. It was worth the wait. It would be worth sneaking behind my brother's back. I slid on my panties and hooked on my bra. Alex sighed. "I wish you could walk around naked." he said. I blushed. "That would be awkward." I laughed. He grinned. "No it would be awesome." he chuckled. I walked into the bathroom and slid on my jeans and shirt. When I got back Alex was pulling on his shirt. "Alright so we are going to act like we hate each other or something." I said. He nodded and frowned. "It's going to be hard. But it's better than not being together." he said. I nodded. I gave him a quick kiss then sat down on the couch.

Minutes later the guys walked onto the bus. I was sitting on one side of the couch and Alex sat on the other. I tried to have an angry look on my face when I was scrolling through my twitter. I was actually very happy. Alex has been the first guy in three years that made me feel like this. I felt butterflies in my stomach when we kissed. It was magical. Jack sat next to me. "Are you okay?" he asked quietly. I nodded, my eyes not leaving my phone. I was pissed at him. "Tori, trust me. You'll be happy I stopped this now." he said. I looked at him. "I don't want to fucking talk about it. So just get the fuck away." I said. "Oh damn." Rian mumbled.

Jack got up without saying a word. He walked into the kitchen. I looked at Rian. "I'd suggest that you don't say anything to me." I said. It wasn't hard to act mad. Partly because I was. I was tired of Jack trying to 'protect' me. It was annoying. "Alright I won't." Rian said. I looked back at my phone. I decided to text Katie. I needed someone to talk to.

Me: Katie, I have a major problem.
Katie: What is it?
M: Me and Alex have been keeping our relationship a secret but Jack caught us today...
K: Oh.My.Gosh.! What did he do?!
M: Told us we can't see each other. Alex told me this had to end.
K: Awe Tori! I'm sorry! :(
M: We are still going to secretly date... :)
K: ARE YOU CRAZY? JAck is going to kill you both!
M: I don't care. I want to be with Alex!
K: I just hope Jack doesn't catch you guys again
M: Me too Katie. Me too.

Months passed and warped tour was over. Alex and I had carefully hid our relationship from Jack. Some people would ask us if we were dating. We acted like it was the worst idea on the world. When we got home I took my bags up to my room. I grinned and dropped my bags then flopped on to my bed. I missed my bed. I didn't mind those bunks but it was nice to be in my own bed again. My phone buzzed.