Who can deny these butterflies? (ATL Fanfic)

Chapter 21

(Alex POV)

I quickly slid on my boxers after she walked out of the room What the fuck was wrong with me? I didn't want her to go. I ran down the stairs and outside but she was gone. "FUCK!" I shouted "FUCK FUCK FUCK!" I shouted and ran back inside. I went upstairs. "God damn it!" I shouted. Seriously why did I tell her to go? I'm fucking stupid. I look down at the ring in my hands. I'm not letting her get away. Just because I slipped up and said Tay. I didn't even know why I said her name. I pulled on my jeans and shirt then ran back downstairs and got into my car. I figured she'd be at Jack's so that's where I drove first.

I pulled into Jack's driveway and quickly got out of my car and walked inside. I quickly looked around the living room. "Tori!?" I shouted. Jack walked into the room. "You motherfucker." he said walking over to me. "I'm not afraid to kick your ass Alex. Why were moaning another girls name?" he asked. I sighed. "I don't know Jack!" I said. "Bullshit. Tell me what the fuck is going on between you and Tay." Jack said. "Jack nothing is going on between me and Tay." I said. "Then why did you moan her fucking name?" he asked. "It slipped! I don't fucking know!" I shouted. "There has to be a reason why Alex." he said. I sighed. "Is Tori here?" Jack shook his head. 

"Okay you have to listen to this as my best friend and not my fiance's brother." I said. "She isn't your fiance anymore." Jack said. I sighed. "Just act like my best friend and not her brother." I said. "I'll try." he said. I sighed. "Well when we were on tour Tay and I sort of fooled around a bit." I admitted. I felt terrible. I heard someone gasp from the kitchen. "YOU MOTHER FUCKER!" Jack shouted and punched me.

(Tori POV)

I was sitting in the kitchen while he admitted that he fooled around with Tay. Tears were running down my face. "YOU MOTHER FUCKER!" I heard Jack shout. "Dude!" Alex shouted. I walked into the living room. "Alex. Really? Lying again? I just.. I can't fucking believe it." I said. I was so pissed. "Babe--" "DO NOT CALL ME BABE! I'M NOT YOUR FUCKING BABE." I shouted. "Tori-" "YOU FOOLED AROUND WITH TAY ON TOUR? YOU LIED TO ME ABOUT IT. SHE WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU HAD SEX WITH BEFORE ME AND THAT'S WHY YOU MOANED HER NAME? YOU'RE A FUCKING DICK. I HATE YOU ALEX. I FUCKING HATE YOU." I shouted. "Get the fuck out! I don't wanna listen to anything you have to say. I fucking hate your guts Alex." I said. "Babe!" I shook my head. "Don't babe me. I don't give a fuck about what you say. I'm fucking serious Alex. I can't trust you anymore. We are done. I'll figure out what we'll do about Jasey but for now I don't wanna see your face. You're disgusting. How could you do that then come home and propose a few months later? What the hell is wrong with you? Just get out." I said. 

"Tori-" "She said get the fuck out." Jack said. "I just want you to know Tori that I love you." Alex said. "Saying I love you doesn't solve everything Alex." I said. "I know. I just wanted you to know that." he said then left. I stood there silently before bursting into tears. Jack walked over and hugged me. "I'm sorry Alex is such a douche." he said quietly. "It hurts so much." I sobbed. "I'm sorry sis." he said. 

I spent the rest of the day laying in my old bedroom. It was empty except for my bed. All of my stuff was at Alex's house. I sighed as I looked down at Jasey sleeping in my arms. Tears streamed down my face. She looked so much like Alex and it was killing me. I loved him so much. But I couldn't trust him. He was a dick. someone knocked on my door quietly. "Come in." I whispered. Jack walked in my room carrying two bags and Jasey's crib. He put down the bags and set up the crib. "Thank you so much." I said standing up and putting Jasey in her crib. "No problem." he said then walked out of the room. One of these days I'd have to get the rest of myself but not right now.