Who can deny these butterflies? (ATL Fanfic)

Chapter 11

(Tori POV)

We climbed out of the shower. I wrapped my towel around me and looked at Alex. He was grinning. "Why are you grinning?" I asked. How the hell did he feel no guilt? I felt terrible. I cheated again. In two days. What the hell was wrong with me? "Because I love you." he said then grabbed a towel and started drying off. I sighed and dried myself off too and got dressed. After we both were dressed I looked at Alex. His hair was all crazy. He looked so fucking sexy. "I can't stand it anymore Alex." I said. "I'm breaking up with Flyzik. I can't stand cheating on him with you. I want to be with you. I'm not going to fight it." I said. He grinned then kissed me. "It's about time." he mumbled. He took my hand and we walked out of the bathroom. "What the fuck is going on?" Jack was leaning against the wall by the bathroom. 

Oh hell. "Jack-" he cut me off. "You're cheating on Flyzik?" he asked. "I'm breaking up with Flyzik." I said. "You and Alex getting back together?" he asked. I nodded. "Good now stop complaining about her." he said grinning. "Whatever." Alex laughed. We all walked downstairs and Jack made breakfast. "So were you the one who scratched his back?" Jack asked. I nodded. "Don't fucking tell anyone." I said. Knowing  Jack he'd tell all the guys. "I won't! Just break up with him soon. I don't like you cheating on my friend with my other friend." he said. I sighed. "I'll do it soon." I said. 

Later that day I had Flyzik pick me up. We went to his house. He held my hand as we walked inside and went upstairs to his bedroom. We both sat on his bed and kicked off our shoes. "How are you feeling?" he asked. "I'm feeling pretty good." I said smiling. "That's good." he said and smiled. He leaned over and started kissing me. I kissed him back for a few seconds then pulled away. "What is it?" he asked. I sighed. "I need to tell you something." I said. He grinned. "Me first?" he asked. I nodded. "Go ahead." I said. He grinned. "I love you Tori." he said.

WHAT? My eyes widen. Why? Why did he have to tell me now? I forced a smile. What was I supposed to do? Tell him I loved him? I didn't love him. I loved Alex. "It's okay if you're not ready to say it back. I just wanted to let you know I loved you." he said. "Now what did you want to tell me?" he asked. Well hell! I couldn't break up with him now. That was too mean. Or should I? I had no clue! "I-I wanted to say I..." Ugh what to do?! "I love you too." I said. Shit. What the hell was wrong with me? He grinned and kissed me and I kissed him back. This wasn't good. 

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Months passed and it was April. It was the day All Time Low was leaving for their spring tour. Alex was over and we were cuddling in my bed. "I'm going to miss you." he sighed. "I'm going to miss you too." I said. For the past few months I had been dating both Alex and Matt. I couldn't bring myself to break up with Matt. I knew it was so wrong. Alex didn't seem to mind it. But I felt so bad. Alex kissed me then hugged my tightly. "I don't want to leave." he whispered. "I wish I could come with." I said. Jack told me I wasn't allowed to go because I'd be a distraction. I would be a distraction tho. But I'd miss the guys. 

After about a half hour later we climbed out of bed. It was time for Alex to leave. I hugged him tightly. "I love you." I whispered in his ear. "I love you too babe." he whispered then kissed me. Jack walked into the room. "Flyzik is almost here." he said. He was pissed that I was seeing both Alex and Matt. I told him I'd break up with Flyzik but never did. We walked downstairs. Soon the other guys arrived. I hugged Flyzik. "I'm going to miss you." he said. "I'll miss you too." I said and he kissed me. He got down on his knees and put his hands on my stomach. I had recently got a little bump. "I'm going to miss my baby too." he whispered. I looked at Alex who was glaring at Flyzik. "Alright we gotta go." he  sighed and kissed me again and hugged me. "I love you." he said. "I love you too." I said then he walked out the door. I gave Jack a hug. "Bye Jack." I said. "Bye sis." he said then left. I looked up at Alex. "Bye Alex." I waved to him. He walked over to me and gave me a quick hug. "I love you babe." he said then left. I sighed and sat down on the couch.

I was alone once again. I was used to being left home while All Time Low toured but this time it was different. Both of my guys were gone. It was just me and my baby for the next two months. I put my hands on my stomach and sighed again. I was going to miss them both.  It was going to be a long two months. 

(Alex POV)

I climbed on to the bus and sat on the couch. I was going to miss Tori so much. I wish she could of came along. Flyzik pointed out our bunks. I was under Jack's bed. I climbed into my bunk and sighed. I didn't want to leave her. She was all alone. I should of made Jack let her come. She shouldn't be alone at this time. I stared up at the bottom of Jack's bunk. Jack peaked his head into my bunk. "You gonna be okay?" he asked quietly. I shrugged. "I don't know." I said. "She'll be fine." he said then walked away. I hope she is okay on her own. I climbed out of the bunk and grabbed a beer from the fridge that was already filled with beer. I went back to my bunk and chugged the beer. I pulled out my phone and texted Tori.

Alex: I already miss you babe.

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Sorry this chapter was so short. I just wanted a quick filler before the next chapter c;