what if i wasn't born this way.
maybe,
we could've lasted longer.
with you went my happiness.
this mistake,
of falling for you.
if i hadn't,
our laughs would still echo.
our moments,
would still live.
our love could have developed.
but,
you can never love me.
and i will continue to fall for you.
i am dead with you,
and without you.
***
My brain cannot realize that the love of my life is gone. this poem is about the person who i fell in love with. i loved him so much, he was my bestfriend. he made everything so much better. his soft smile, his presence, the way he looked at me. these were all things that made me so happy. but i fell for him. and now i'm suffering to recover. i feel this void in me everyday. a void only he can fill. i told him how i felt and he disappeared from my life. it was that simple for him to leave. it's been months and here i am sobbing in my bed. locked in a room where no one can see my tears. no one can see the sorrow and pain i call my life. so i just lay here, my breath being taken from each sob. i cry rivers, for him. he was the person that i loved. and now he's gone with all my happiness. my brain cannot function without him. i don't know how my brain got so used to one person. and how it relies on him so much. i am falling apart without him. so if you see this please come back. i am dying without you. my heart is not yours. give it back?
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A Teenage Mind
PoetryThis book is the journey of a teenager. Most of us look past the things we go through. But i'm here to show you that, those moments are what make you, you. This book was created to showcase my mind and thoughts as a current teenager. It was made to...
