another horrible poem :)

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growing up gay.
years have gone by,
through it all i've always been your favorite.
yet as the years passed by,
i couldn't help but to feel less loved.
because the idea of me,
in your head isn't who i truly am.
you see my mind feels like hell,
i never wanted to disappoint you.
guilt has it's cold hands,
wrapped around my throat.
and you, you're clueless.
my dear father...
i am broken, hurt, lost.
and i just want you to accept me.
-o.r
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hi thank you for 1k reads on this mess of poems i post. i haven't posted in such a long time. quarantine has definitely taken its toll on my writing. but i just wanted to come on here and say, i am always here for anyone who needs advice or just an outlet to express their feelings. i also wanted to talk about the problems in our current world. black lives matter!! black lives are beautiful!! black lives are important!! i may not be black but i stand with you <3 i will always use what ever small platform i have to speak out and spread awareness. i hope you enjoyed this poem and my past ones as well. thank you for reading. -o.r

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