numb.

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numb.
this is an endless cycle,
ups and downs for months.
they say don't reach for the stars,
because you'll fall twice as hard.
but what happens when you fall,
more than once.
where you've been broken,
over and over again.
what happens then?
when your mind is shattered to pieces,
problems you can't find the solutions to.
a heart so numb,
-o.r
i've relapsed again, tonight my eyes grew puffy. because of the tears that streamed from them. because my mind has lost control, and now my heart aches. my lungs synced to the beat of my heart. breaths that last a second consumed me. the hope that was built over the past year feels lost now. i am so tired. my mind needs rest, my heart needs healing. i just want help. someone help.

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