~Chapter 6~

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Sarah's pov:

After Michael woke up, he had to leave because his mom didn't know where he was, i think he's grounded. I went upstairs, took a shower and then decided what to wear. I put out black leggings, a nirvana shirt and my black converse. I put on a light amount of makeup- mascara, foundation, and pink lipstick. I looked okay, but i know I'm not the prettiest girl in school, or the skinniest.

I was already ready by 12, and i had 5 more hours to go. I decided to text Luke.

Sarah~ Hey

Luke~ hi, whats up?

Sarah~ I'm going to hang out with Ashton later on today

Luke~okay, do you wanna go out on a date with me tomorrow?

I didn't know what to say. I was speechless. I looked at the screen before and thought if this was a joke or if he changed his mind and is doing this to bother me.

Sarah~ sure

Luke~ for a moment i thought you wouldn't answer

Love you

Sarah~ love you Luke

He really did like me since he thought I wouldn't answer and got nervous. I turned my phone off and watched tv until it was 5.

•5 pm•

There was a knock at the door and I quickly ran to it. Ashton was standing there in black skinny jeans, vans and a band shirt. He held roses in his hands and he gave them to me and kissed my cheek.

"Thanks." He smiled and we walked towards his car. I looked outside the window while he was driving. He blasted Rolling Stones and he knew all the lyrics. As he stopped the car, i noticed we were in the middle of no where.

"It's just down this path. We have to walk a bit." He pointed to a path going through the forest. I nodded and he got some stuff out of his trunk. As we arrived by a river, there was a canoe and lights and everything. This was really thoughtful of him. We sat down while he pulled paper plates out and he packed sandwiches, fruits and drinks.

"So...do you like it?" He seemed really nervous. "Yeah, it's beautiful." The sun was setting and this was really cute. We finished eating and talking about ourselves and then we got into the canoes. "I am gonna fall!" "You won't! Just hold onto me while you get in." I did and it was pretty easy. Ashton got in and we began to paddle. Ashton was coming closer to me and he almost tipped my canoe over. "Hey!" I splashed him he was soaked. We laughed and he tipped me out of my canoe. I swam up and he got out of his. "My clothes are wet!" "Mine too!" We laughed and swam in the water for a bit. It was getting darker and we decided to go home. On the way home, we were talking about hanging out another time. "Sarah, you know Luke doesn't deserve you." I looked to see Ashton with a serious face. "I love him though and he loves me." "But he bullied you.." "Yeah i know, but i have to forget. You know." "Yeah, i guess. If he makes you happy, then I'm okay with it." "Your such a good friend." He smiled and the rest of the way home was silent.

As we pulled up into my house, Michael's car was in my driveway. He was sitting in front of the porch and i thanked Ashton and he drove off. "Sarah, can i stay over again? My mom would kill me if i went home this late." "Sure." He smiled and i let him take a shower.

Minutes later he came out in just his boxers. I was pouring coke into two glasses and then my phone rang. "Hello?" "No one likes you bitch. You deserve to die." The phone went dead and i wanted to go upstairs and cry. Michael looked at me confused but i just faked smiled for him not to worry. "Uh, i'm gonna sleep on the couch. Thanks Sarah." He walked to the couch and got a blanket for himself. I walked upstairs and when i got into my room, i took my blade out. I haven't cut in a few days, but it took the pain away. I stopped cutting once my arm was bleeding a lot. I went into the bathroom and washed all the blood off. Michael knocked on the door, "do you wanna talk for a bit? I cant sleep." I opened the door and he sat on my bed. My arm began to bleed and he noticed. "Sarah?" His voice was low. I turned around and began to walk away. He grabbed me and turned me around. "Why didn't you tell me?" "I-uh..." "Are you okay? Did those shits make you cut?" By shits, I'm guessing he means Calum and Luke. I nodded and he got a wet cloth and rubbed my arm gently. "Thanks."

Michael's pov:

I am so gonna beat Luke up. Sarah is self harming because of what he did and Calum. I wonder if Luke knows and if he is alright with it...or if he is sorry for what he had done. I rubbed her arm gently and she muttered a "thanks." I smiled and hugged her. "You could've told me that you cut, I wouldn't judge you, Sarah." She looked up at me "I didn't know what to say. Sorry." "No need to apologize. I am gonna beat Luke the next time I see him." "Don't, Calum will bully me even more." "Fine." I hated the way that she thought Calum would be her up if I beat Luke. But I didn't want to make her upset so i agreed with her.

We were up for hours until their was a knock on the door. She got up and opened the door. No one was there, except for a note left at the doorstep. She opened the note and ran upstairs.

Sarah's pov:

The letter said,

Sarah,

I will tell you that you only have a few more days to live. You don't deserve to have a life. You cut, no one likes you and your a bitch. I will always hate you and no one will ever love you, not even your parents. Watch your back and I'll be watching your every move. Don't tell anyone...

I ran upstairs and locked my bedroom door. Michael was banging in the door, begging me yo open the door. I ignored him and I started to cut again.

(A/N)

So this is chapter 6! There is a lot of things going on in this one

So how did you like it?

Why do you think sent the letter? (New character?)

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