The Diary Of Jane

Mother Knows Best

                                                                          Jane

     It's been 16 years since he has saved me. I remember it all like it was yesterday. He came in and saw me crying. After a little convincing, I let him hold me, and I cried. Then I laughed. Then laughed and cried. Then I kissed him. I had always had a small crush on Blake, but I didn't say anything to anyone. I never thought that he'd want me, and he was a jerk anyway.

     But I knew that I loved him, when he came and calmed down Tyler with me. We became a couple after that, and have been in love ever since, that you can still see today. Sometimes, I still have nightmares about the time I spent with my mother and father. And Blake still holds and loves me just like the first time he did it.

     My father went to prison for 25 years, and then while he was in prison the police found out that he had killed people before he had me. They put him away for life. My mother went and got herself help, and is happy now with a man named Kris in Nevada. I still hear from her now and again, but you haven't met her. But you might someday.

     As you know now, your real father is dead, but I know that the love Blake gives you is more than enough to help you forget. It's easy to pretend that Blake is your real father, but he knows other wise. Blake Sparks is your father. He loves you more than you can possibly imagine, and that will never change.

     I love you Willow. My story was how I met your father Willow. I wish you a very happy 15th birthday my baby. And like I promised, I'm going to take you to that Willow tree you were named after. Today. No one told you life was going to be easy, I'm living proof of that. But after everything bad that happens, there is alway's a rainbow. You are my rainbow.

                                                                                                    ~ Jane Amelia Sparks