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Day 1

This is my first time making a diary like this, I'm nervous.

So, how are you Minho from the future? How is Chan? Is he eating well? Resting? Happy? I hope he is ♡
I really want you to take care of yourself and Chan Hyung.

Chan Hyung is a really important person for the Minho from now, Minho from now really loves Chan Hyung and really hopes he is happy.

Well, Minho from the future, let me tell you about Minho from now.
Now, I am really happy, I don't know why, but these weeks, I've been happier than ever.

I think Chan Hyung is one of the things that are making me so happy, his words are just.. so powerful and cheerful, he often gives me speeches about different topics and I just stay impressed by his way of thinking.

He always cheers me up by his bright smile, jokes and laughs.
He has a very shine personality that just makes you happy. I really like Chan Hyung, he is so cool.

About my family? Everything is good. My mom is one of the best persons! She is really cheering and fun. I love her.
My dad is a mature man, but he cheers me up with his words. I love him.

Felix, my younger brother, he is going through a lot at school, he is being bullied because of the fact that he is gay. He only told me and one of his ex-friends, I didn't tell anyone, but his ex-friend did, and the next day, everyone knew.

I am always trying to make him spend time with me and Chan, I don't want him to be alone. I really love him, gay or not, he is still a human, and everyone should be able to love, no matter the gender.

Our parents still don't know about his sexuality, I want him to tell them, but Felix keeps saying that he doesn't want to until he moves out.

I don't know why, I am sure they won't kick him out, Felix is their son, plus, our parents are very cool and cheerful, why wouldn't them accept Felix?
I mean, he's still Felix.

Ok, ok, I talk too much, sorry Minho from the future. Now, let's talk about you.

Questions for future Minho :
1. How is Chan? Is he still your friend?
2. How is your relationship with Felix?
3. How are mom and dad?
4. Did Felix told mom and dad? What did they do?
5. Did Felix got a boyfriend after all?? I heard rumors that he is in love with some Changmin or something like that. Is it true??

Response from future Minho :
1. Hahah. This diary was complete shit. Why did I even make it.. I was such a happy child. Anyway. I don't know how is Chan, he isn't my friend, we broke up because what we started it was wrong.
2. I don't know that either, we haven't talked since 'that incident' with mom
3. I guess they are good
4. I did. I and they tried to explain to him what is good and what is not good to do, like, as a man, it's good loving a woman, it's not good loving a man. We tried to teach him as my mom did to me.
5. He didn't want to listen to what's and what isn't good to do, so mom said we should let him live on his own now, we don't know where he is now.

Jisung's eyes filled up with tears reading only the first page.
Minho.. was so happy and acceptable back then. How did his mom 'taught' him that he came at the conclusion to broke up with Chan and let his younger brother on his own not even trying to find where he is after years.
His younger brother can be dead and he doesn't care now!!