It is real? -ᴍɪɴꜱᴜɴɢ- ✔

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-Minho's P.O.V-
"First, I wanted to say sorry, and second, I know I have some explanations to gave. And please, make yourself comfortable" I said

"You don't have to be sorry" Chan said as he sat down on the sofa

"I actually need to, I was such and idiot and I realized too late."

"..."

"So, I know I hurt you, and I'm sorry because I left you like that. It's long story with my mom and because of her, I gained this hate for me and gay people in general, I was mad at myself and I decided to spread this hate on people like me, instead of fighting my mom and be proud of who I am." I sighed "I know that I've said it like five times but I'm saying it again, I'm sorry. I hope that one day, you will be able to forget me"

"I forgive you" Chan said

".. That easy?" I was shocked

"It isn't that easy. I've spend a lot of time after you left me thinking why did you did that, I was also so mad, I thought that maybe I've did something wrong, that it was my fault"

"But it wasn't, it was mine"

"It was nobody's fault. I understand that you were afraid and confused, I don't blame you, I was the same when I realized I liked boys. But I need to admit that you really hurted me, and I needed a lot of time to get over it, but now I'm happy we both are."

I smiled and said "Friends?"

"Friends" He smiled back

"I'm really happy now" I said embarrassed "I wondered like all the time what were you doing and I was constantly blaming me for making you sad" I hugged him "I don't want you to be sad"

"Now I'm happy too, don't worry Minho" He hugged me back

"So, so you live here alone? That's a pretty big house for one person" Chan asked

"Oh, no I don't live here alone. Me and one boy were tricked and the owner made us pay half and half"

"Did you knew each other before?"

"No. I had no idea who he is, I just saw him here" I said

"And didn't you made a complaint?"

"Of course I did, we did..
But both of us have no money now to rent another apartment so we decided to live together until we found another options"

"Do you two get along?"

"Now, we do. First, it was horror"

"Why?" Chan laughed

"So, when I came here, I was still a homophobic and still controlled by my mom. And later I found out that the boy was gay and he found out that I was homophobic so we were ignoring each other even if we lived in the same house.
I mean, he was the one who refused talking with me, but I also wasn't that happy with the thought that I was living with a gay.
After some time, he read my diary and found out why I was so mad at gay people and, we started talking, and talking and he finally opened up my eyes.
And that's how I became open minded again" I said

"You seem like you really like him" Chan smiled

"L-Liking him? N-No, no way, we're friends, just friends"

"Are you sure about that?" Chan gave me a suspicious face

"Yeah! Of course. I mean, I think"

Chan smiled suspiciously "Aaaand.. where is he now? And what's his name?"

"He's at school. And his name is Jisung"

"At school? How old is he?"

"He's 18."

"Oh, he's finishing school this year right?"

"Right" I said "Also, how is your life going? Any new persons?"

"A-Actually yes. I have a boyfriend" Chan said

"What's his name?" I asked

"Woojin"

"Woojin? You mean, Kim Woojin?" I said shocked

"Yeah. Do you know him?" Chan asked confused

"Yes, we're friends. He never told me about you" I said

"He also never told me about you"

"That's.. strange"

As we were talking, the door opened revealing Jisung with a tired face

"H-Hello?" Jisung said "Who are you?"

"G'day, I'm Chan"

"Hello Chan.
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