Ive witnessed it my whole life and it still manages to completely terrorize me
Its 12:56 am on a sunday and it happened again
Im so tired and scared
I dont deserve this
It hurts seeing my mother like this
Even if she keeps letting it happen, shes selfish, really
But what can i do except cry and cry and cry?
I tried to help
I cant talk about this, truthfully im ashamed
Im not sure what i did to deserve this living hell
But fuck it hurts and im so weak
I just need a hug i need someone to tell me its okay
I have school in a few hours so i should probably sleep now, or at least try
I just need to be held fuck, please help.
