I wish i could tell you guys what im feeling
But i cant its not fair
Im so fucking selfish
How dare i ask for attention
It doesnt matter
Stop being so selfish
Stop feeling like this
Its not serious, im not serious
I cant even make you guys happy anymore
I cant even make you guys laugh anymore
Im happy you guys all connected through me
But im not there anymore
I havent been there for a while
Im so stupid so so so stupid
I cant believe i even feel this
I wish i felt all the adoration you guys have for each other
I wish i wasnt a joke
But its who i am i do it to make you guys laugh
Sure you're joking, but it hurts
I would give you guys the whole universe
You are my whole universe
I love you guys with all of my fragile being
But im not there
I see you guys finally being happy and living the life you deserve
But im not there.
