she was finally doing so good
she was happy
she didn't cry as much anymore
she felt loved
she felt like the world was in the palm of her hands
but it was only an illusion, an illusion to keep her safe
to keep her from doing what she knew she shouldn't
what she knew was selfish
but what she wanted so so bad.
but the safe haven crumbled
and now shes back in the empty field that goes on for miles
the one she hates, the one she hates so fucking much
but at least it's green, right?
