i hate myself. so much.
i haven't in a long time, i was good, but fuck i can't even front anymore.
i feel disgusting i can't even look at myself anymore, can't even take pictures anymore.
sure, i'll always have it better than someone else in the eyes of others, but fuck, i really don't.
i'm so tired of this, i'm so insecure to the point that i can't even tell my friends about my insecurities because i know they'll agree, even if it's not said.
it's hard to boost everyone else's confidence when mine isn't there anymore.
why is it so hard to be happy?
