Haru-Chan's Darkness

His Heartache

Yea so this part is kinda gonna be a little depressing and again.... TRIGGER WARNING.

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"Where is he?"

Rin screamed, rampaging wish way into the lobby of the hospital. He slammed his hands down on the counter in frustration.

"Hello, yes, I'm here to see Haruka Nanase."

The woman denied him. Her wrinkled face creased as he tried to smile.

"I'm sorry sir, Haruka is in an unstable condition right now."

Rin bowed, apologizing for his behavior and turned around, only to be greeted with the rest of the Iwatobi swim club. Makoto had his hands pressed hard to his forehead, Nagisa laid across multiple chairs with his eyes closed, and Rei paced back and forth mumbling to himself.

"You guys look like a mess."

Rin said, sitting next to Makoto. He placed his hand on him, just as he did with Haru. Tears welled up in his eyes as he heard the most happy thing ever.

"Mr. Haruka Nanase can see you now."

Makoto was the first one up, gliding swiftly into the room in which the woman came. Then it was Rin, Nagiasa, then Rei. When they stepped in it was like looking at a dead puppy on the side of the road. Haru's eyes were slits that peered at his friend as they moved. Deep bruised colored bags under his eyes pulled on his face as he struggled to stay awake.

Makoto knelt besides the bed and pressed his forehead against the cold metal. Rin sat on the bed on the other side. Nagisa had leaned over Rei's shoulder as soon as he bent down to look at his sempai's face.

Haru winced as the bed shifted underneath his sore body. Makoto quickly retreated but Rin stepped up. Haru's body gently lifted off the bed and pressed into Rin's soft muscles.

Haru's Eyes went wide open, it ha felt as if all the pain was gone. It all vanished just by Rin's Touch. Rin sniffled, bringing Haru out of his thick trance. Tears dripped sorely from his eyes as he cried.

"Haru.... you really scared me. An OD, Are you fucking kidding me?"

Rin removed himself from the slender boy and tears dripped from his eyes. Rin cursed at himself, wanting to punch his rib cage.

Rin looked around, noticing that the rest of the swim club had disappeared from the now still room. Haru had his head hung low, as if in shame of his actions.

"You truly are an idiot."

Then, in that moment, Rin pressed his lips sadly against the others. He dwelled deeper into his mouth, wanting to taste all that he could.

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4 months and 24 days. The amount of time it's been since I was in the hospital. And, the amount of time since Rin kissed me.

I thought as I pressed my fingers against my lips. Rin creeped up behind me and placed a hand on my shoulder.

"Whatcha thinkin' bout?"

He asked me, his Australian past-life leaking out a bit. I smiled and glanced back down at the stove I was currently cooking from.

"4 months and 24 Days."

He took in a big gulp of air and sighed. Without saying anything else he walked away, leaving my with thoughts.

Bad Thoughts.

Bad Things.

Things that I want to do...

To myself.

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"Nah..... ahh..... Nn.... gahh... r-rin."

This happens a lot. Haru and I have been kissing for a while now. Almost 15 minutes maybe? He gets turned on when we do. It's because of my teeth. They graze against his lips and he goes insane.

I had him up against the wall in the locker room. Samezuka and Iwatobi had another mixed practice. We were in the back, fighting over dominance.

Haru grunted and moaned, almost attracting members to the back of the room. I kept goings until he suddenly stopped. His body shivered as I watched him. He buckled over and began to cough.

"Haru! Haru!"

White liquid dripped from the corners of his mouth and I gasped. His body shook uncontrollably as he continued to cough up the vile liquid. It slowly turned red, blood also mixing in with it. He coughed once again the blood splattering against my cheek.

"Somone! Anyone! Help! Please!"

Footsteps clattered all around us as I heard gasps. Everyone stood there, mortified as if it would kill them if they got closer. More footsteps sounded as Makoto Nagisa and Rei Barreled throught the Samezuka croud.

Haru so stopped coughing, but the sound of him breathing quickly faded. I panicked. I didn't care that my team way there. I didn't care that His team was there.

"Damn It!"

I smashed my lips into his, desperately trying to push air into his lungs. It was working, although barely. I heard beeping then looked up to see Makoto dialing 911.

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Rin has been pacing so much, I thought he was going to wear holes in either the floor or his shoes. Whichever came first. He was mumbling to himself about something, he had been for about 2 hours.

A doctor had stepped out of the door, summoning for Rin, and Rin only. He walked in, visible bags under his eyes.

About 39 Minutes later, he walked out. He looked sadder than he went in.

"So... It was a mix between Alcohol and an OD. Also, a little heroin played a part of it."

I gasped, stepping back a little ways. My brow hair shifted in from of my eyes and I lowered my head.

"Nagisa, Rei, Let's go. Rin.... Your really the only thing for Haru right now."

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Sorry it took so long.. 😷😑😑😷