Unheard Confession (Complete)

Chapter 7

When you held my hand my heart began to beat so fast that it felt like it'll burst out.

I still remember how hard I was for me to stop myself from confessing my feelings out loud.

Because I knew how kind you are....

How warm hearted you are ....

I was just one of many broken souls that you healed with your love.

More importantly I was afraid.....afraid of making you remember of that time again.....

So I didn't confess.

Because ......staying by your side was more than enough for me.

In the end we did find our way out of the forest...

But.....

The next day I lost you.......

What happened?

Why did you start avoiding me all of a sudden?

Did I do something wrong?

Did I hurt you in anyways?

Then.....

You stopped coming to school!!!!

Why???

Please don't avoid me ........

At least tell me the reason.....

You are the one who changed me....

After changing me....after showing me a new light why are you going away.....

Why???

I had so many questions like that in my mind that I wanted to ask you.

But you didn't give me the chance.

When I went to find you, you had already left.

You had already visited my mom....

You had already learned the truth.......

So I rushed to find you ......I didn't know where to look for you......

All I knew that I have to find you know matter what........

Then I did find you.

You were just across the street.

"I've found you and I'll never let you go.....

But wait!!!

What are you doing?

Are you going to cross the street???

But the light hasn't turned red yet!!!

Wait!!!

A bus is closing in.....

Stop Sarah....

Stop!!!"

You did hear me scream, didn't you?

But you didn't have the intention to stop.

I'll just make myself believe that you didn't hear my screaming from across the street.

Cause that is the only way to console myself.

So what else could I do?

I couldn't just stand there and watch you die.....

I had to save you.

I had to...

So I just switched my place with you....

I will take the hit instead of you.

I'll take you pain .....

Mom I'm sorry that I couldn't be a great son in the end.

Dad I'm sorry that I couldn't restore you.....at least you'll not be lonely when you'll go up there..... I'll be there......

And Sarah.....

"PLEASE LIVE YOUR LIFE..... FOR ME........"