I never thought that one day I'll also pray to live like everyone else. In my whole life I've lived like a living corpse. Though I was breathing but I wasn't alive. All I used to think, "When will my time end?" But now that thought has changed. Now...
(A/N: If you have read the story from the start then you must've noticed that from chapter 1 to chapter 7 the whole story was on Richard's point of view.......
Well .....From chapter 8 the rest of the story will be on Sarah's point of view......so keep that in mind while reading.......
And thanks a lot for reading my story......I don't know if you guys like the story that much or not..... but I'll continue writing thinking that at least some of you liked it and once again thanks a lot............)
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Richard.......Do you know why I transferred here in the first place?
I came here to escape from my past.
A past that is hunting me for last 6 years...
I thought that if I go to a new place and start again maybe.....
Maybe I can escape from it.
But I never could escape .....
The past that has been hunting me never let go of me ....instead it brought me here and made meet you......
I was too naïve thinking that I escaped from it.....what I never thought is that our cursed fate would reunite us once again.
When I came here first I wanted to be a whole new person.
I tried to forget my past and be like the girl from before the incident.
When I saw you first after transferring here I could see myself in you.
You were just like me....like the way I used to from back then...
Your eyes didn't hold any life, it was like a deep blue sapphire that has lost its shine.
You face was pale and emotionless.
I was like that too.
And so I knew ...how it feels....how it feels to live with a guilt ....... how it feels to live like an empty shell ......how it feels to live each day praying to die.......
I knew the pain very well because I've already spent that 6 years like that.....
That's why I held on to your hand because I could understand your pain....
I didn't want to see someone else turning out like me.
I didn't want another person to have a broken soul like me.........
So I wanted to help you...to come out from your own created world...
I wanted to know your story, the reason for you to turn out this way.
I wanted to make your life colorful again......
In the end it turned out ....I was the reason of your colorless world in the first place.
At first you were a total ice king.
You had yourself surrounded by the wall of ice which was really hard to melt.
But I couldn't just give up on you even though everyone told me to.
Cause I knew ....."If I give up on you then you will be lost in the darkness forever....there will be no one to pull you out from your broken world."
And while healing your soul I was healing mine too.
For a moment I actually had forgotten my past.
I felt a weird connection to you.....
And before I knew it I had already fell in love with you......
Every moment I had spent with you became really precious to me.....
Then slowly your wall of ice began to melt....
You started to open up to me......
It was like a dream come true...
Finally I had found my happiness....
But then one day my heart started to ach again.....the memories from 6 years ago ....memories of that incident began to show up in my dreams again.....
I guess one part of me had already knew that all good things will eventually come to an end.
