𝐑𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦 𝐒𝐭𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐝 𝐎𝐫𝐞𝐨𝐬

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This isn't okay this is not okay I'm not okay I won't be fine why am I lying to just sound like I'm sane when in reality I'm falling apart and I can't control my shakiness and my tears are insanely running down my face and I won't take this anymore I don't want to.....

Why do I feel this way it's all so fucking new to me that I feel like giving in. I can't do this anymore I feel like I'm choking on any words to say I can't express myself anymore I feel terrible I can't control myself I feel I'm in control when in reality I'm not I.....

I can't do this anymore....I've tried and I've tried and I've tried so so so hard to not feel this but....I'm giving in....bye guys....