sometimes i think too much
sometimes i think, that maybe, i think too much into things
i think it's true
sometimes i don't want to do anything
but then i think about why i don't want to do anything and i don't have anything that i'm thinking about
sometimes i like having people around
but then i don't really know if i do
do i like them around because they like me? do they, really?
or do i like having them around because i like having people around?
sometimes i feel sad
but then i think about why i'm feeling like that?
is there something wrong with my life? with me?
but nothing's wrong
right?
everything's like how they're supposed to be
sometimes i feel like something's wrong
but then when i try to think of something that's wrong, i can't think of anything
because nothing's wrong
i just make things up
i think something's wrong because, maybe, i want it to be wrong but i don't
i don't want anything to be wrong
sometimes i think too much
sometimes think, that maybe, i think too much into things
maybe because i think i'm not happy
but i am
i don't want to be sad
but then i ask myself why i'm sad
and i don't have an answer.
(Written in December 2017)
210 words.
